Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
And in a letter written by her to him, she says: “What if we had never
known each other? That would have been very possible, wouldn't it?
The world is so large, and there are so many, many people, and the
likelihood of any two happening to come together is so very slight, it
would have been quite possible for us to have gone through life, and
died, without ever having known each other. Think of the many years that
we did dwell right here in the same city, without ever even knowing of
each other's existence! And yet often, perhaps, in the course of those
years, we came very near together. Who can tell but that we may have sat
together in the same concert-hall, listening to the same music? We may
have passed each other in the street a great many times. We may even
have ridden in the same horse-car together, and not have noticed each
other. Isn't it strange? But think, if I had not happened to go to my
father's shop that afternoon! Or, if you had not happened to go there,
too, at just the same time! Why, then we might never have known each
other at all! It takes my breath away, to think of it; doesn't it yours?
How strange and empty and incomplete our lives would have been? We
should have gone through life, without ever really knowing what life
meant--without ever realizing the greatness and the richness and the
wonder of it. I should never have known what it was to love--for I never
could have loved any one but you. Oh, how lonesome I should have been!
But you--do you think you might have loved somebody else, and married
her? There are so many women; but there is only one you.---- Oh, if I
could only feel sure that you would always, always love me, and never
get over loving me! Whenever you are away from me, I can't help being
afraid that you do not love me any more. I long so impatiently to have
you come back and tell me that you do. If you ever really should get
over loving me--oh, I--I would rather have you kill me right away.”
Thus these young persons pursued their billing and cooing. Thus they
played their parts in the oldest of old plays, never for an instant
suspecting that the same songs had been sung, the same lines declaimed,
the same little scenes enacted, the whole worn threadbare, by myriads
of similar personages, ever since the world began; and scarcely giving a
thought, either, to the time when, by and by, the curtain would be
rung down, and the theater emptied, and the foot-lights put out. So
shortsighted, so self-absorbed, is love. The two letters from which I
have just quoted, lie before me now. It is not such a great while since
they were written--not such a great while since the paper grew hot
tinder the writer's hand, and fluttered as the reader's breath fell upon
it. But the paper is quite cold now; and already the ink has begun to
fade. Yet, to Christine's pages there still clings, singularly enough,
the ghost of a faint, sweet smell.
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