Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
But Edwin did not sleep. There was no reason why he should not have
slept; but he couldn’t help feeling, against reason, that in some way he
might be dragged into the toils of vengeance; that some peculiar
combination of circumstances might implicate him in the business, even
though he had never had anything to do with it. Somehow appearances
might be against him. In particular he became suspicious of Mr.
Leeming’s attentions to him in the past. He imagined that the wily
creature had suspected him, and tried, for that reason, to find a way
into his confidence. What other explanation could there be? His
avoidance of Mr. Leeming could only have increased the suspicion.
Plainly, he was done for.
He remembered, with a perilous clearness, words that had passed between
them to which he had given no thought. Now they appeared terribly
significant. “You and Ingleby are great friends, Widdup,” Leeming had
said only a few days before. “Quite inseparable. I’ve often seen you
walking up and down the quad at night. I wonder what you have in common,
eh?” Now Edwin knew why he wondered. And Widdup, like a damned fool,
had said that they slept alongside each other. Supposing old Leeming
imagined. . . . It was too bad. He lay there staring at the rafters and
wondering what could be done. He would like to write to his mother about
it. But a man couldn’t write to his mother about a thing like that. And
his father wouldn’t understand. In the end he determined that the only
thing he could possibly do was to go and see Leeming next day and assure
him that there was nothing wrong with their friendship. “And then,” he
thought, “the old beast won’t believe me. He’ll think that I’ve gone to
him because I have a guilty conscience, and he’ll suspect me more than
ever. He’ll go and make all sorts of inquiries and something will come
out that will be difficult to explain.” How could anything come out when
there wasn’t anything wrong? He could not give a reasonable answer to
this question, and yet he was afraid. From this spiritual purgatory of
his own making he passed into an uneasy sleep.
Next morning, in the middle of early school, the sergeant entered with a
message for Mr. Cleaver, and waited while the master read it.
“Ingleby,” he said at last, “Mr. Selby wants to speak to you. You had
better go at once.”
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