Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
None of the respectable suburban gentlemen took any notice of him, for by
purchasing season tickets they had rendered themselves immune from his
attentions; but he glared at Edwin, and Edwin passed him his ticket,
which was handed on as if it were a curiosity and a rather vulgar
possession by the gentlemen on his side of the compartment. The door was
slammed. The man with the top-hat placed it carefully on his head and
adjusted the paper cuffs. Others folded their morning papers and put
them in their pockets. One, apparently recognizing a friend who was
sitting opposite to him, for the first time, said “Good-morning,” and the
train passed amid thunderous echoes under the arch and into Victoria
Station. All his fellow-passengers were adepts at evacuation, and before
he knew where he was Edwin was alone in the carriage.
He was very lonely and yet, somehow, a little important. Usually, at
term end, he had crossed London with Widdup, whose westward train also
started from Paddington. He hailed a hansom, and one that was worthy of
its name: a shining chariot, all coach-builders’ varnish, with yellow
wheels and polished brass door-handles and clean straw that smelt of the
stable on its floor. The cabman was youngish, mahogany-complexioned, and
ready to be facetious. He called Edwin “My lord,” and Edwin hardly knew
whether to treat him seriously or not. “Geawing to the races, my lord?”
he said. The Lord knew Edwin had had enough of races for a bit. He said
“Paddington.” “Ascot or Newbury?” said the cabby, climbing to his seat.
It was a great moment. The movement was all so swift and luxurious, the
hansom so delicately sprung that it swayed gently with the horse’s
motion. The polished lamps on either side were filled with wedding
rosettes. Inside on either hand were oblong mirrors in which Edwin could
almost see his own profile: a subject of endless curiosity. There was
even a little brass receptacle for cigar-ash. A Cunarder of a cab! The
cabby whistled “Little Dolly Daydreams” with a ravishing tremolo. The
cab, which had jolted a trifle on the setts of the station-yard, passed
among a flight of feeding pigeons out of the iron gates into the bowling
smoothness of the Palace Road. My word, this was life. . . . Life! . . .
Perhaps she was dead already. Oh, why should a day like this be
marred?
It seemed to him, after a moment’s thought, that it was possible—even if
it were wrong—to be possessed by two and opposite emotions at once. He
was miserable to feel an alarm which wasn’t exactly definite or real, and
yet he could not help enjoying this astounding and unforeseen adventure.
“If I _do_ feel like that,” he thought, “it can’t be exactly wrong.” And
that comforted him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account