But, in the places of his Yesterdays, the man found, already, many
changes. The houses and buildings were a little more weather-beaten,
with many of the boards in the porch floors and steps showing decay.
The trees in the orchard were older and more gnarled with here and
there gaps in their ranks. The fences showed many repairs. The little
schoolhouse was almost shabby and, with the wood cleared away, looked
naked and alone. The church, too, was in need of a fresh coat of
white. And there were many new graves in the cemetery on the hill. As
time had wrought changes in the man himself, even so had it altered
the scenes of his boyhood. Always, in men and in things, time works
changes.
But it is not the changes wrought by time that harms. These come as
the ripening of the fruit upon the tree. It is the sudden, violent,
transformations that men are ever seeking to make, both in things and
in themselves, that menace the ripening life of the race. It is well,
indeed, for the world to hold fast to its Traditions. It is well to
cling wisely to the past.
Nor did the man live again in his Yesterdays alone. He could not.
Always, she was there--his boyhood mate--the little girl who lived
next door.
But the opening in the hedge that, at the lower end of the garden,
separated the boy's home from the home of the little girl, was closed.
Long and carefully the man searched; smiling, the while, at a foolish
wish in his heart that time would leave that little gate of the
Yesterdays always open. But the ever growing branches had woven a
thick barrier across the green archway hiding it so securely that, to
the man, no sign was left to mark where it had been.
With that foolish regret still in his heart, the man asked, quite
casually, of the people who were living in the house if they knew
aught about his playmate of the Yesterdays.
They could tell him very little; only that she lived in a city some
distance from his present home. What she was doing; whether married or
alone; they could not say.
And the man, as he stood, with bared head, under the cherry tree in
the corner near the hedge, told himself that he was glad that the
people could tell him nothing. In his busy, grown up, life there was
no room for a woman. In his battle with the things that challenged his
advance, he must be free to fight. It was better for him that the
little girl lived only in his Yesterdays. The little girl who had
helped him play out his boyhood dreams must not hinder him while he
worked out the dreams of his manhood. That is what the man told
himself as he stood, with bared head, under the cherry tree. With the
memory of that play wedding and that kiss in his heart, he told
himself _that_!
I wonder, sometimes, what would happen if men should chance to
discover how foolish they really are.
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