Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the FutureHamilton, Cicely
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Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the Future
Hamilton, Cicely
Apocalyptic fiction; End of the world -- Fiction; Regression (Civilization) -- Fiction; Science fiction
“The religions were right,” he said. “They were right through and
through; the only sane thing and the only safe thing is humility—to
realize your sin, to confess it and repent.... We—we were bestial and we
did not know it; and when you don’t even suspect you sin how can you
repent and save your soul alive?... We dressed ourselves and taught
ourselves the little politenesses and ceremonies which made it easy to
forget that we were brutes in our hearts; we never faced our own
possibilities of evil and beastliness, never confessed and repented
them, took no precautions against them. Our limitless possibilities....
We thought our habits—we called them virtues—were as real and natural
and ingrained as our instincts; and now what is left of our habits? When
we should have been crying, ‘Lord have mercy on us,’ we believed in
ourselves, our enlightenment and progress. Enlightenment that ended as
science applied to destruction and progress that has led us—to this....
And to-day it has gone, every shred of it, and we’re back at what we
started with—hunger and lust! Brute instincts ... and the primitive
passion, hatred—against those who thwart hunger and lust. Nothing
else—how can there be anything else? When we lost all we loved, we lost
the habit and power of loving.... ‘My mind to me a kingdom is’—of hatred
and hunger and lust.”
“Yes,” said Theodore—and he, too, stared at the fire.... What the other
had said was truth and truth only. Even Phillida had left him; the power
of loving her was gone. “I hadn’t thought of it like that—but it’s
right.... We can only hate.”
“It’s that,” said the dying man, “that’s beyond all torment.... God pity
us!”
He covered his eyes and sat silent until Theodore asked him, “Does that
mean you still believe in God?”
“There’s Law,” said the other. “Is that God?... We have got to see into
our own souls and to pay for everything we take. That’s all I know, so
far—except that what we think we own—owns us. That’s what the wise men
meant by renunciation.... It’s what we made and thought we owned that
has turned on us—the creatures that were born for our pleasure and
power, to increase our comfort and our riches. As we made them they
fastened on us—set their claws in us—and they have taken our minds from
us as well as our bodies. As we made them, they followed the law of
their life. We created life without a soul; but it was life and it went
its own way.”
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