Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“I must see my old friend, Arthur! and why shouldn't I see his sister?
My father and mother ain't tyrants! They know what that would make of
me! They let me go where I please, or give a good reason why I should
not.”
“Oh, they'll do that fast enough!” returned Alice, in a tone of mingled
despair and scorn. “But,” she added immediately, “the worst of it is,
they'll be in the right. Let me out, Richard, or I shall hate you!”
But with the word she dropped her head on his shoulder, and sobbed as if
her heart would sob its last.
He made repeated attempts to soothe her, but, as he made them, he felt
them foolish, for he saw that nothing would alter her determination to
be set down.
“Must I leave you, then, on this very spot?” he said.
“Yes, yes! here--here!” she answered, and rose with apparent eagerness
to get away from him.
He got out, and turned to her, but she did not accept his offered help.
“Won't you shake hands with me?” he said. “I did not mean to offend
you!”
She answered nothing, but hurried away a step or two, then turned and
lifted her arms as if to embrace him, but turned again instantly, and
fled away among the shadows of the wildly flickering lamps. By the time
he had paid the cabman, he saw it would be useless to follow, for she
was out of sight.
The wide street was almost deserted; its lamps shuddered flaring and
streaming and darkening in the fierce gusts of the wind. A vague army of
evil things seemed to start up and come crowding between him and Alice.
He turned homeward, with a sense of loss and a great sadness at his
heart, unable even to speculate as to the cause of Alice's behaviour.
All he knew was, that his mother had something to do with it. For the
first time since childhood, he felt angry with his mother.
“She fancies,” he said to himself, “that I am in love with the girl,
and she thinks her not good enough for me! I'm not in love with her;
but _any_ good girl I cared for, I should count good enough! When my
mother's turn comes, off she goes to the rest of the social tyrants that
look down on a brother because he can do twenty things they can't!
If the world went out of gear, would _they_ make it go! I'll be fair
whatever I be! It'll be my mother's own fault if I fall in love with
Alice! She has made me pity her with all my heart--the poor, white
thing!--so thin and pinched, and such big eyes! It would be just bliss
to have a creature like that to trust you, so that you could comfort
her! What can my mother have said to her? She has made her awfully
miserable, anyhow! Perhaps her mother drinks!--What if she do! Alice
don't!”
He was determined to have some explanation from his mother. But she
foiled him. The moment she saw what he meant, she turned away, listened
in silence, and spoke with a decision that savoured of anger.
“They're not people your father and I will have you know,” she said,
without looking at him.
“But why, mother?” asked Richard.
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