"Well, I'm not going to say anything dangerous. You know how I behaved.
I did think you would have made it a bit easier for me, when it was
found out; but when you turned against me like the rest, I said to
myself that it was all right, that it was no good for two to bear it
when one could take the lot, and if you had turned against me it was
only because it was what you called good policy, and it would be all
right again when I came out I thought you'd stick to me, Rob."
"How could I, a man in a good position, know a--"
"Felon--a convicted thief? There, say it, old fellow, if you like. I
don't mind; I got pretty well hardened down yonder. No: of course you
couldn't, and I know I was a fool to come down as I did before, such a
shack-bag as I was. Out of temper, too, and savage to see you looking
so well; but I know it was foolish. It was enough to make you turn on
me. But I'm different now: I've got on a bit."
"What are you doing?" said Hallam sharply.
"Oh, never mind," said the other, laughing. "I've opened an office, and
I'm doing pretty well, and I thought I'd come down and see you again,
Rob, old fellow, and--You'll shake hands?"
"Is this a bit of maudlin sentiment, Stephen Crellock, or are you
playing some deep game?"
Hallam's visitor rose again and stood before him with his hand
outstretched.
"Deep game!" he said softly. "Rob, old fellow, do you think a man can
be all a blackguard, without one good spot in him? Ah, well, just as
you like," he continued, dropping his hand heavily; "I was a fool to
come; I always have been a fool. I was cat, Rob, and you were monkey,
and I got my paws most preciously burned. But I didn't come down to
grumble. There; good-night!"
"Where are you going?"
"Back to the `George' and to-morrow I shall go up to the gold-paved
streets. There, you need not be afraid, man. If I didn't tell tales
when I was in the dock, I shan't now. I thought, after all, that you
were my friend."
"And so I am, Steve!" cried Hallam, after a few moments' hesitation, and
he held out his hand. "We'll be as good friends again as ever, and you
shall not suffer this time."
Crellock stifled a sob as he caught the extended hand, to wring it with
all his force; then, turning away, he laid his arms upon the
chimney-piece, his head dropped upon them, and for a few minutes he
cried like a child.
Hallam stood fuming and gazing down upon him, with an ugly look of
contempt distorting his handsome features. Then taking a step forward,
he laid his hand upon his visitor's shoulder.
"Come, come!" he said softly. "Don't go on like that." Crellock rose
quickly, and dashed the tears from his eyes, with a piteous attempt at a
laugh.
"That's me all over, Rob," he said. "Did you ever see such a weak fool?
I was bad enough before I had that two years' low fever; I'm worse now,
for it was spirit-breaking work."
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