It was very near the time, and all was gliding on peacefully towards the
wedding-day. Hallam came regularly every evening; and, after a good
deal of struggling, Mrs Luttrell contrived to call him "my dear,"
while, by a similar effort of mind, the doctor habituated himself, from
saying, "Mr Hallam" and "Hallam," to the familiar "Robert," though in
secret both agreed that it did not seem natural, and did not come
easily, and never would be Rob or Bob.
One soft, calm evening, as the moon was rising from behind the fine old
church, and Millicent and Hallam lingered still in the garden among the
shrubs, where they could see the shaded lamp shining down on Mrs
Luttrell's white curls and pleasant, intent face, as she busily stitched
away at a piece of linen for the new house, while the doctor was reading
an account of some new plants brought home by Sir Joseph Banks,
Millicent had become very silent.
Hallam was holding her tenderly to his side, and looking down at the
sweet, calm face, lit by the rising moon, his own in shadow; and after
watching her rapt aspect for a time, he said, in his deep, musical
voice:
"How silent and absorbed! You are not regretting what is so soon to
be?"
"Regretting!" she cried, starting; and, looking up in his face, she laid
her hands upon his breast. "Don't speak to me like that, Robert dear.
You know me better. As if I could regret!"
"Then you are quite happy?"
"Happy? Too happy; and yet so sad!" she murmured softly. "It seems as
if life were too full of joy, as if I could not bear so much happiness,
when it is at the cost of others, and I am giving them pain."
"Don't speak like that, my own!" he said tenderly. "It is natural that
a woman should leave father and mother to cling unto her husband."
"Yes, yes: I know," she sighed; "but the pain is given. They will miss
me so much. You are smiling, dear; but this is not conceit. I am their
only child, and we have been all in all to each other."
"But you are not going far," he said tenderly.
"No, not far; and yet it is away from them," sighed Millicent, turning
her head to gaze sadly at the pleasant picture seen through the open
window. "Not far: but it is from home."
"But to home," he whispered--"to your home, our home, the home of the
husband who loves you with all his heart. Ah, Millicent, I have been so
poor a wooer, I have failed to say the winning, flattering things so
pleasant to a woman's ear. I have felt half dumb before you, as if my
pleasure was too great for words; and quick and strong as I am with my
fellows, I have only been an awkward lover at the best."
She laid her soft white hand upon his lips, and gave him a
half-reproachful look.
"And yet," she said, smiling, "how much stronger your silent wooing has
been than any words that could have been said! Did I ever seem like one
who wanted flattering words and admiration? Robert, you do not know me
yet."
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