Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Sometimes a thunderbolt, as men call it, will shoot from a clear sky;
and sometimes into the midst of a peaceful family, or a yet quieter
individuality, without warning of gathered storm above, or lightest
tremble of earthquake beneath, will fall a terrible fact, and from the
moment everything is changed. That family or that life is no more what
it was--probably never more can be what it was. Better it ought to be,
worse it may be--which, depends upon itself. But its spiritual weather
is altered. The air is thick with cloud, and cannot weep itself clear.
There may come a gorgeous sunset though.
It were a truism for one who believes in God to say that such
catastrophes, so rending, so frightful, never come but where they are
needed. The Power of Life is not content that they who live in and by
him should live poorly and contemptibly. If the presence of low thoughts
which he repudiates, yet makes a man miserable, how must it be with
him if they who live and move and have their being in him are mean and
repulsive, or alienated through self-sufficiency and slowness of heart?
I cannot report much progress in Helen during the months of winter and
spring. But if one wakes at last, wakes at all, who shall dare cast the
stone at him--that he ought to have awaked sooner? What man who is
awake will dare to say that he roused himself the first moment it became
possible to him? The main and plain and worst, perhaps only condemnation
is--that when people do wake they do not get up. At the same time,
however, I can hardly doubt that Helen was keeping the law of a progress
slow as the growth of an iron-tree.
Nothing had ever yet troubled her. She had never been in love, could
hardly be said to be in love now. She went regularly to church, and I
believe said her prayers night and morning--yet felt no indignation at
the doctrines and theories propounded by George Bascombe. She regarded
them as “George’s ideas,” and never cared to ask whether they were true
or not, at the same time that they were becoming to her by degrees as
like truth as falsehood can ever be. For to the untruthful mind the
false CAN seem the true. Meantime she was not even capable of giving him
the credit he deserved, in that, holding the opinions he held, he
yet advocated a life spent for the community--without, as I presume,
deriving much inspiration thereto from what he himself would represent
as the ground of all conscientious action, the consideration, namely, of
its reaction upon its originator. Still farther was it from entering the
field of her vision that possibly some of the good which distinguished
George’s unbelief from that of his brother ephemera of the last century,
was owing to the deeper working of that leaven which he denounced as the
poisonous root whence sprung all the evil diseases that gnawed at the
heart of society.
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