Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Though now twenty years of age, and at his full height, he was hardly
so tall as Helen. Swarthy of complexion, his hair dark as the night, his
eyes large and lustrous, with what Milton calls “quel sereno fulgor d’
amabil nero,” his frame nervous and slender, he looked compact and small
beside her.
She did her utmost to quiet him, unconsciously using the same words and
tones with which she had soothed his passions when he was a child. All
at once he raised his head and drew himself back from her arms with a
look of horror, then put his hand over his eyes, as if her face had been
a mirror and he had seen himself in it.
“What is that on your wristband, Leopold?” she asked. “Have you hurt
yourself?”
The youth cast an indescribable look on his hand, but it was not that
which turned Helen so deadly sick: with her question had come to her
the ghastly suspicion that the blood she saw was not his, and she felt
guilty of an unpardonable, wicked wrong against him. But she would
never, never believe it! A sister suspect her only brother of such a
crime! Yet her arms dropped and let him go. She stepped back a pace, and
of themselves, as it were, her eyes went wandering and questioning all
over him, and saw that his clothes were torn and soiled--stained--who
could tell with what?
He stood for a moment still and submissive to their search, with face
downcast. Then, suddenly flashing his eyes on her, he said, in a voice
that seemed to force its way through earth that choked it back,
“Helen, I am a murderer, and they are after me. They will be here before
daylight.”
He dropped on his knees, and clasped hers.
“O sister! sister! save me, save me!” he cried in a voice of agony.
Helen stood without response, for to stand took all her strength. How
long she fought that horrible sickness, knowing that, if she moved an
inch, turned from it a moment, yielded a hair’s-breadth, it would throw
her senseless on the floor, and the noise of her fall would rouse the
house, she never could even conjecture. All was dark before her, as if
her gaze had been on the underside of her coffin-lid, and her brain sank
and swayed and swung in the coils of the white snake that was sucking at
her heart. At length the darkness thinned; it grew a gray mist; the
face of her boy-brother glimmered up through it, like that of Dives in
hell-fire to his guardian-angel as he hung lax-winged and faint in the
ascending smoke. The mist thinned, and at length she caught a glimmer
of his pleading, despairing, self-horrified eyes: all the mother in her
nature rushed to the aid of her struggling will; her heart gave a great
heave; the blood ascended to her white brain, and flushed it with rosy
life; her body was once more reconciled and obedient; her hand went
forth, took his head between them, and pressed it against her.
“Poldie, dear,” she said, “be calm and reasonable, and I will do all I
can for you. Here, take this.--And now, answer me one question”
“You won’t give me up, Helen?”
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