Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Helen caught him, he yielded, and allowed her
to lead him into the room. There she lighted a candle, and as it came
gradually alive, it shed a pale yellow light around, and revealed a bare
chamber, with a bedstead and the remains of a moth-eaten mattress in
a corner. Leopold threw himself upon it, uttering a sound that more
resembled a choked scream than a groan. Helen sat down beside him, took
his head on her lap, and sought to soothe him with such tender loving
words as had never before found birth in her heart, not to say crossed
her lips. She took from her pocket a dainty morsel, and tried to make
him eat, but in vain. Then she poured him out a cupful of wine. He
drank it eagerly, and asked for more, which she would not give him. But
instead of comforting him, it seemed only to rouse him to fresh horror.
He clung to his sister as a child clings to the nurse who has just been
telling him an evil tale, and ever his face would keep turning from her
to the door with a look of frightful anticipation. She consoled him with
all her ingenuity, assured him that for the present he was perfectly
safe, and, thinking it would encourage a sense of concealment, reminded
him of the trap in the floor of the closet and the little chamber
underneath. But at that he started up with glaring eyes.
“Helen! I remember now,” he cried. “I knew it at the time! Don’t you
know I never could endure the place? I foresaw, as plainly as I see you
now, that one day I should be crouching here for safety with a hideous
crime on my conscience. I told you so, Helen, at the time. Oh! how could
you bring me here?”
He threw himself down again, and hid his face on her lap.
With a fresh inroad of dismay Helen thought he must be going mad, for
this was the merest trick of his imagination. Certainly he had always
dreaded the place, but never a word of that sort had he said to her. Yet
there was a shadow of possible comfort in the thought--for, what if the
whole thing should prove an hallucination! But whether real or not, she
must have his story.
“Come, dearest Poldie, darling brother!” she said, “you have not yet
told me what it is. What is the terrible thing you have done? I daresay
it’s nothing so very bad after all!”
“There’s the light coming!” he said, in a dull hollow voice, “--The
morning! always the morning coming again!”
“No, no, dear Poldie!” she returned. “There is no window here--at least
it only looks on the back stair, high above heads; and the morning is a
long way off.”
“How far?” he asked, staring in her eyes--“twenty years? That was just
when I was born! Oh that I could enter a second time into my mother’s
womb, and never be born! Why are we sent into this cursed world? I would
God had never made it. What was the good? Couldn’t he have let well
alone?”
He was silent. She must get him to sleep.
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