Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
The moment Helen was out of sight, Leopold drew a small silver box from
an inner pocket, eyed it with the eager look of a hungry animal, took
from it a portion of a certain something, put it in his mouth, closed
his eyes, and lay still.
CHAPTER XXIV.
HELEN WITH A SECRET.
When Helen came out into the corridor, she saw that the day was
breaking. A dim, dreary light filled the dismal house, but the candle
had prevented her from perceiving the little of it that could enter
that room withdrawn. A pang of fear shot to her soul, and like a belated
spectre or a roused somnambulist she fled across the park. It was all
so like a horrible dream, from which she must wake in bed! yet she knew
there was no such hope for her. Her darling lay in that frightful house,
and if anyone should see her, it might be death to him. But yet it was
very early, and two hours would pass before any of the workmen would be
on their way to the new house. Yet, like a murderer shaken out of the
earth by the light, she fled. When she was safe in her own room, ere she
could get into bed, she once more turned deadly sick, and next knew by
the agonies of coming to herself that she had fainted.
A troubled, weary, EXCITED sleep followed. She woke with many a start,
as if she had sinned in sleeping, and instantly for very weariness,
dozed off again. How kind is weariness sometimes! It is like the
Father’s hand laid a little heavy on the heart to make it still. But her
dreams were full of torture, and even when she had no definite dream,
she was haunted by the vague presence of blood. It was considerably past
her usual time for rising when at length she heard her maid in the room.
She got up wearily, but beyond the heaviest of hearts and a general
sense of misery, nothing ailed her. Nor even did her head ache.
But she had lived an age since she woke last; and the wonder was, not
that she felt so different, but that she should be aware of being the
same person as before notwithstanding all that had passed. Her business
now was to keep herself from thinking until breakfast should be over.
She must hold the “ebony box” of last night close shut even from her own
eyes, lest the demons of which it was full should rush out and darken
the world about her. She hurried to her bath for strength: the friendly
water would rouse her to the present, make the past recede like a dream,
and give her courage to face the future. Her very body seemed defiled
by the knowledge that was within it. Alas! how must poor Leopold feel,
then! But she must not think.
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