Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"The maid returned, and begged me to follow her. She drew back the
curtain to let me pass. I entered a half-dark room, covered like all
the others with thick, soft carpets, and hung with deep red-silk
hangings, the chamber of the mistress of the house, and then through
another curtain into a second room, light and bright. Of the furniture
of this room I saw nothing; I saw only the slender, white form which
rose when I entered from the divan on which she had been resting, and
now advanced a few steps to meet me. And this slender, white form, with
the pale, worn-out, beautiful face, in which the large dark eyes shone
with almost ghastly brightness--this beautiful being, broken in body
and soul, lost for eternity, was my Leonora, whom I had worshipped, and
who had once been blooming like a rose in innocence and youth!
"'I have sent for you, doctor,' she said in a low voice.
"Then she raised her eyes and looked at me. Her lips grew silent; she
stared at me with eyes which seemed to leap forth from their orbits;
then she uttered a piercing cry and fell down, before I or her maid
could seize her in our arms.
"We carried her back to the divan. She was deadly pale and cold; I
thought for a moment the sudden blow might have snapped the frail
thread on which her life was hanging. I should have hailed her death as
a rescue from hell, as a mercy from heaven. But soon I became convinced
that life was not going to let her loose for some time yet. I knew
enough of medicine to remember what was to be done in such an
emergency. While I was busy with the fainting girl, I asked the maid if
Leonora was at all subject to such attacks; what was the general state
of her health? The woman thought it her duty to drop her assumed
respectability before a physician. 'She had been only about six months
in the service of mademoiselle. Since then matters had gone down hill
very fast indeed. But mademoiselle was really living too fast in all
conscience. Dancing every night till three or four o'clock in the
morning, drinking champagne without stopping--no one could stand that
long, least of all a lady of such delicate structure. She was begging
mademoiselle every day to abandon such a life, but she received always
the same answer: the sooner it is over the better. And over it will be
very soon,' cried the woman; 'and I shall lose my poor dear mistress,
whom I love like my own child, although she does not lead a life such
as she ought to lead.'
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