She came up in a moment or two; listened calmly to his volcanic outburst
at her; and proceeded to light the fire. She was the strangest little
person I ever remember to have seen; she went on calmly with her work,
singing to herself under her breath a sort of melancholy dirge that had
no tune nor time about it, but which seemed in some vague way to comfort
her, much as a man may suck at an empty pipe, or a baby at a bottle. She
took not the faintest notice of Fanshawe, despite all that he said; she
only looked at me curiously once or twice before finally quitting the
room. By that time my guardian (as I must continue to call him, for want
of a better title) was deep in the letter he had found on the table.
Finally he thrust it into his pocket, with an exclamation of annoyance,
and turned to me.
I suppose the fact of seeing me standing there, huddled as close as I
could to the fire, reminded him of something in the past; he looked
round the room, and waved his hands, and spoke mockingly.
"Welcome, Charlie Avaline, to my rooms!" he exclaimed. "Perhaps I should
say 'room,' because there's only one of 'em. Observe the furniture, the
costly appointments, the ease and luxury of it all! To this have we
come, Charlie--you and I. Who can say that we haven't done well for
ourselves?"
He was on his knees before the fire, stirring it savagely and striving
to make it burn, and muttering about it. He looked up at me with that
old look of contempt on his face; flung the rusty poker into the grate
with a clatter, and got to his feet. He was in a strange mood, and I did
not know what to make of him. More than that, I was coming back so
slowly to life myself that I did not trouble very much about him; I had
just those animal instincts to warm myself, and to get food, and to
rest, and nothing more. Whatever old pulses he had stirred in me with
his mention of the woman I had loved were dropping back into their old
condition. The time was coming when they were to be stirred and shaken,
and brought to full and abundant life; but his was not the hand to sweep
the strings of my being, and wake any music within me. I had only a dull
curiosity concerning him, and that curiosity he presently began to
satisfy.
"You're such a bloodless thing--something that has borne a number for
years--a slave; one doesn't know how much you understand, or how much
you don't," he began, looking at me over his shoulder in that old
fashion I dimly remembered.
"I'll try to understand," I replied patiently.
"It is necessary that you should be told certain things; there's work
for you to do, and you must remember who you are, and what you have
been, before you can undertake it. I've waited a long time for you, on
the chance that you might come into my hands again; and I'm getting an
old man, and time is precious. Carry your dull mind back, and see if you
remember what _I_ was."
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