From the prison library I got some poems by a man called
Browning. It’s queer, mixed-up stuff. I couldn’t make head or
tail of some of it, but every once in a while he whangs out a
verse that grades ’way up. Take this:
“The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made;
Our times are in His hand
Who said: ‘A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half; trust God; see all, nor be afraid.’”
Ever since I came here I had been thinking that myself, but I
didn’t know how to say it like he does. Most poets spill a heap
of language, looks like to me, but this fellow throws a straight
rope. Our times are in His Hands! I’m banking a heap on that,
honey. No need to fear—just trust and wait. Some day our
waiting will be over.
Dusk had fallen before Ruth rode down the trail to the ranch, her spirit
still with Rowan up in the pines.
Mrs. Stovall was on the porch speeding a parting guest, a dark-eyed,
trim young woman of unobtrusive manners.
“Mrs. McCoy, I want you should meet an old friend of mine—Mrs. Tait,”
said the housekeeper by way of introduction.
It was like a blow in the face to Ruth. She drew herself up straight and
stiff. A flush of indignation swept into her face. With the slightest of
bows she acknowledged the presentation, then marched into the house and
to her bedroom.
All the sweet gladness of the day was blotted out for her. Just as she
and Rowan were coming together again the woman who had separated them
must intrude herself as a hateful reminder of the past. She had forgiven
her husband—yes; but her forgiveness did not extend to the woman who
had led him into temptation. And even if she had pardoned him, she had
not forgotten. It would be impossible ever quite to forget the sting of
that memory with its sense of outrage at a wrong so flagrant.
She did not deny that she was jealous. All of Rowan she could hold fast
would not be too much to carry her through their years of separation.
Except for this one deadening memory, she had nothing to recall but good
of him. Why must this come up now to torment her?
A knock sounded on the door. “Supper’s ready,” announced Mrs. Stovall
tartly.
“I don’t want any to-night.”
After a moment’s silence Ruth heard retreating footsteps. A few minutes
later there came a second knock.
“I’ve brought you supper.”
The housekeeper did not wait for an invitation, but opened the door and
walked in. Never before had she done this.
Ruth jumped to her feet from the chair where she was sitting in the
dusk. “I told you I didn’t want any supper,” she said, annoyed.
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