Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
Anonymous
Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
That sounded so strange to me who had learned to depend
on someone else; time did bring my complete physical recovery, but I
had added responsibilities. I owed a large doctor bill which came to me
with the request to remit before I was fairly able to sit up all day. I
could not pay it, and could not figure out how and when I could expect
to pay. Almost daily the medical man’s collector called. He harassed me
so that I actually wished the doctor had allowed me to die. In spite of
all this I grew strong; color came to my cheeks, my lips took on the rosy
hue which had so many times drawn complimentary remarks from Edmund. My
eyes shone with their old time brightness, and when people told me I was
getting pretty, they said it in such an earnest way that I was inclined
to believe them. My improved condition was due to the kindness of the
woman who was rooming at my house; during my illness she assumed entire
control of everything, and was to me all that a mother could be.
“At last the doctor’s demands became unbearable. He called personally one
day; his salute was genial and his manner kindly, but his remarks were
burdened with sarcasm. He went even so far as to make improper advances
to me, saying that I might liquidate my obligations to him by becoming
his friend. I was so indignant that the words I used in telling him of
his unprofessional conduct could not well be mistaken. He laughed at my
rage and informed me that he knew of my affair with Edmund; also that
the woman living in my house was a person of improper character and
accused me of being aware of the fact. His argument was no good. I would
not listen to his demands. After he had gone I went to the lady in the
house and told her all that had passed. She acknowledged that she was
not married to the man whose name she bore, and even half advised me to
accept the doctor’s offer. I was desperate and had it not been for the
mean advantage he had taken I believe I would have consented to the plan,
but the man had completely killed all feeling in my breast for him and it
was now but a matter of business. I owed and must pay, and pay I would,
but in cash. I resolved upon one thing, and that was that if my soul was
to be disposed of in a mercenary manner it would go to some one who was
willing to strike a bargain and not because I was under obligations to
that one. I thought of one more plan and acted upon it as a last resort.
I put an advertisement in the leading papers, asking Edmund to return
to me or send me some word. I put it in as a blind advertisement. I
received one reply and it stated that the party advertised for had gone
to Europe and I need not expect to see him as he was through with me.
Heavens! how my Scotch blood boiled. I branded the whole thing as a lie.
Again the lady roomer helped me out. I counselled with her and she went
to the law office where he had been studying and there she saw a letter
from him postmarked Berlin. That settled it; my mind was now made up as
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