Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“What do we want of wealth?” she asked in her young scorn. And spoke of
the vulgarity of money and their scampered friends of the Four Hundred.
In those early days, when she hoped to become a pianist, she had many of
the faults of inferior novelists or writers. She used, for instance,
other people’s words instead of her own, and said she wished to “scorn
delight and live laborious days.” Edgar B., who knew no vision but money
against a background of rapacious domestic affection, gaped at and tried
to understand her. It was not until they were on board the “Minotaur”
and he had come across an amiable English widow, that he learnt his
daughter was indeed a genius, ethereal, a wonder-child. But one who
needed mothering!
Even genius must eat, sleep for reasonable hours, wear warm clothes in
cold weather. Margaret’s absorbed self-consciousness left her no weapons
to fight Mrs. Merrill-Cotton’s kindness. She accepted it without
surprise. It seemed quite natural to her; the only wonder was that the
whole shipload had eyes or ears for any one else once they had heard her
play the piano! Mrs. Merrill-Cotton brought her port wine and milk,
shawls and rugs, volubly admiring her reticence, her unlikeness to other
girls, her dawning delicate beauty. In truth Margaret at that period was
girlishly angular and emaciated, from midnight and other labours, too
much introspection and too little exercise, other than digital. She was
desultorily interested in her appearance and a little uncertain as to
whether the mass of her fair hair accorded with her pallid complexion.
Her eyes were hazel and seemed to her lacking in expression. She did not
think herself beautiful, but admitted she was “mystic” and of an unusual
type.
Mrs. Merrill-Cotton found the more appropriate words. “Dawning delicate
beauty.” They led her to the looking-glass so often that she had no time
nor thought for what was happening elsewhere. Meanwhile Mrs.
Merrill-Cotton and Mr. Rysam foregathered on deck, and at mealtimes, at
the bridge table and in the saloon. Margaret was assured of a stepmother
long before she realised the possibility of her father having a thought
for anybody but herself. And then she was told that it was only for her
sake that the engagement had been entered into! Mrs. Merrill-Cotton, it
appeared, was the centre of English society, had a large income and a
larger heart. She, Margaret, would be the chief interest of the two of
them.
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