Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Dexter had gone down town without asking to see her; she had been sure
he would, after their drive to and from the Toys' the evening before.
When he was in one of his moods of clenched silence--they were becoming
more frequent, she had remarked--she knew the uselessness of
interfering. Echoes of the Freudian doctrine, perhaps rather confusedly
apprehended, had strengthened her faith in the salutariness of "talking
things over," and she longed to urge this remedy again on Dexter; but
the last time she had done so he had wounded her by replying that he
preferred an aperient. And in his present mood of stony inaccessibility
he might say something even coarser.
She sat in her boudoir, painfully oppressed by an hour of unexpected
leisure. The facial-massage artist had the grippe, and had notified her
only at the last moment. To be sure, she had skipped her "Silent
Meditation" that morning; but she did not feel in the mood for it now.
And besides, an hour is too long for meditation--an hour is too long for
anything. Now that she had one to herself, for the first time in years,
she didn't in the least know what to do with it. That was something
which no one had ever thought of teaching her; and the sense of being
surrounded by a sudden void, into which she could reach out on all sides
without touching an engagement or an obligation, produced in her a sort
of mental dizziness. She had taken plenty of rest-cures, of course; all
one's friends did. But during a rest-cure one was always busy resting;
every minute was crammed with passive activities; one never had this
queer sense of inoccupation, never had to face an absolutely featureless
expanse of time. It made her feel as if the world had rushed by and
forgotten her. An hour--why, there was no way of measuring the length of
an empty hour! It stretched away into infinity like the endless road in
a nightmare; it gaped before her like the slippery sides of an abyss.
Nervously she began to wonder what she could do to fill it--if there
were not some new picture show or dressmakers' opening or hygienic
exhibition that she might cram into it before the minute hand switched
round to her next engagement. She took up her list to see what that
engagement was.
"11.45. Mrs. Swoffer."
Oh, to be sure ... Mrs. Swoffer. Maisie had reminded her that morning.
The relief was instantaneous. Only, who _was_ Mrs. Swoffer? Was she the
President of the Militant Pacifists' League, or the Heroes' Day
delegate, or the exponent of the New Religion of Hope, or the woman who
had discovered a wonderful trick for taking the wrinkles out of the
corners of your eyes? Maisie was out on an urgent commission, and could
not be consulted; but whatever Mrs. Swoffer's errand was, her arrival
would be welcome--especially if she came before her hour. And she did.
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