"My pen is running away with me, my thoughts are no longer under my
control. As I sit alone here, I hear a band in the street below
playing a sad waltz air, an air that we danced to once, this season
that is over. How it brings you back to me. I can see the colour of
the dress you wore. I feel the scents of the flowers in your breast;
you are floating by my side and your heart beats close to mine. Ah!
the music ceases; you are gone? I am looking out on the evening sky;
purple and gold and amethyst, the clouds bordered with a fringe of
fire as the sun just sinks away. Perhaps you are looking at the same
sky; perhaps your thoughts----. But no, I will not dare to say that.
It is so hard. Lorry, oh, so hard, to think that we are not now as
we were. Do you think I have grown sentimental? I, who was always
so rough and wild and impetuous, and laughed to scorn the
milk-and-water of poetry? No. I think you will know what it is that
is in me, and with me, and why I feel like this; as the thoughts flow
into my mind, my hand traces them just as in those past happy days.
I can put into words for you, and you alone, the strange feelings and
wild imaginings that no other human being ever suspects me of
possessing. This is a long letter. Perhaps you will smile at it. I
should not wonder; but, in any case, don't visit its folly on the
writer, who is now and always--Yours only,
"KEITH."
In the reddened glow of the fire-blaze Lauraine reads these words.
Her eyes grow dark and misty; a strange, soft trouble takes
possession of her heart.
"He is quite right," she thinks. "We two stand to each other in
quite a different light to what we do to any one else. It was so
natural once to speak to each other like this; but, though I thought
I knew Keith, I am afraid I did not. I never gave him credit for
such depth of feeling. I thought, after that day, he would forget
me. And, after all----" A heavy sigh breaks from her lips.
She folds the letter together, and puts it in her pocket. Her
husband's lies on the table, unopened.
"Sir Francis is a good correspondent," remarks Lady Etwynde. "Is he
enjoying his cruise?"
"Sir Francis!" murmurs Lauraine, vaguely. "I--I have not read his
letter yet."
"I beg your pardon!" exclaims Lady Etwynde, hastily, and colouring
with embarrassment. It has not occurred to her that that long, bold,
manly scrawl could be from any one but Sir Francis. Lauraine takes
up the other letter now. No closely covered sheets here. Rather a
different missive:
"DEAR LAURAINE,
"Weather beastly; every one out of sorts. Awfully slow, if it wasn't
for Lady Jean. Hope you and the boy are all right. Ask some people
for next month. The Salomans will come back with me.--Yours,
"FRANCIS VAVASOUR
"PS.--Will write and say what date to expect us."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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