'Your sad experience seems to have taught you much,' said Uffington,
looking at her compassionately.
'So I thought myself; and yet it failed me in my direst end,' said
May. 'My sad experience stripped the mask from my demigod, and showed
him to me as he was, simply a libertine, cold, selfish, and exacting.
Having no fault to find with me, save that I had failed any longer to
please or amuse him, he vented his rage on me under the frivolous
pretext of being jealous, when he knew that I had no eyes or voice for
any one in the world but him.'
'To a man of this stamp the possession of such a wife must always be a
matter of congratulation; he must at least have been proud of you,
though you say you no longer pleased his fancy.'
'I suppose so,' said May sadly; 'for though his insults to me in
private were constant and unsparing, he always paraded me in public,
and seemed to look upon me as a portion of his state. There came a
time when these insults were not confined to our private interviews,
when he would not scruple to outrage and humiliate me before our own
acquaintances, and those acquaintances did not hesitate to say that he
wanted to get rid of me. This, of course, I did not know until later.
Up to that time I had suffered silently, hoping, believing that some
change would take place, that what I still fancied had been his
genuine love for me would return, and that all would go on as
in the first days of our marriage; but when I found from looks and
half-dropped hints that I had become a subject of pity for my friends,
my pride stepped in to my assistance, and I revolted.'
'The old story,' muttered Nugent Uffington, shrugging his shoulders,
and speaking more to himself than his companion; 'that was the time
when above all others you wanted some one at hand to help and sustain
you.'
'You are right,' said May. 'And some one was there, though with other
plans and other motives. My pride was outraged, my heart was
lacerated, and there was some one ready if necessary to avenge the one
and to bind up the other, to sympathise, sentimentalise, and console.'
'Always so, always so!' muttered Uffington. 'And you accepted this
sympathy and consolation?'
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