'Not at first,' said May. 'Stung to madness though I was by mingled
pride and sorrow, I still kept my senses sufficiently to discern the
fatal gulf that lay before me, and to feel hurt and grieved at the
condolence, glossed over as it was in the most specious manner, which
was offered to me. But the man, who for his own purposes had
constituted himself my champion, from long practice knew every trick
and turn of the game he was playing, and was thoroughly well aware of
the advantage of waiting. He waited--and won! That is my story, Sir
Nugent Uffington. I have told it to you--not because I thought you
could in any way assist me, but because I felt it would be a relief to
tell it in my own way to any one who could understand it, and because
you are the only person of what was once my own social standing--save
one, who is even more powerless than yourself--who for weeks has
spoken a kind word to me.'
Uffington bowed his head, but affected not to notice that tears were
streaming down Lady Forestfield's face. He did not choose to speak for
an instant; indeed, he had but little to say--he knew well enough from
his own past experience that in such a wreck as that which she
described all future hope was almost necessarily lost, and that of the
_débris_ which after a time came floating to the surface nothing
serviceable could be made. He knew this, and acknowledged it in his
own mind, but did not choose at once to acknowledge it to her, so
asked her, when he saw that the tears had ceased to flow and that she
was somewhat more composed, 'Can anything be done?'
'Nothing,' she replied quietly--'nothing at all. So far as the world
is concerned my life is ended. When my child was taken from me I
grieved bitterly; now I acknowledge the wisdom of the sentence, and am
grateful to Providence that her life was not spared--better far she
should be dead than that she should have grown up to know me as I am,
and be parted from me, living.' And once more she broke down and
buried her face in her hands.
'I am not sure even now that I cannot be of some service to you, Lady
Forestfield,' said Uffington, after a pause; 'but my plan, if I form
one, will require consideration, and cannot be proceeded with hastily.
In the mean time, you can thoroughly depend on my warm friendship and
readiness to help you in any way suggested. By the way, you alluded to
a friend who has seen you in your trouble. You will not think me
impertinent in asking if you were referring to Miss Eleanor Irvine?'
'Yes,' said Lady Forestfield, 'I alluded to Miss Irvine. I have known
her for years, and am very much attached to her. Have you ever met
her?'
'I dined in her company the night before last, and judged, from
something she said, that she was a warm friend of yours.'
'She comes to see me every day,' said Lady Forestfield; 'that is to
say, she has done so up to this time.'
'And is she going to discontinue her visits?'
'I fear I must insist upon her doing so,' said May.
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