Unawares: A Story of an Old French TownPeard, Frances Mary
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Unawares: A Story of an Old French Town
Peard, Frances Mary
France -- Fiction
He did not answer. She thought, perhaps, he had not listened to her
pathetic little explanation; she did not know that it had gone straight
for his heart. The pity that he had felt once or twice before became
more intense, more personal. Perhaps the time and circumstances helped
the feeling: the evening was soft, quiet, almost solemn; all his
sympathies had been called out that day by the little child's deathbed.
"Let me go to sleep," the little tired voice had said; there was no more
pain afterwards, except in the hearts of the watchers. The words came
back to him continually, with a vision of the tiny, wasted, flushed
face; any appeal would have touched him in his present mood, and Therese
seemed only an older child, with no one, as she said, to care for her.
He walked on, thinking silently, and she made a great effort to put a
question into words.
"Have you heard nothing yet of Monsieur Saint-Martin?"
"Nothing, nothing. One would have supposed that by this time a letter--
a message, at least--might have reached Ardron. It would seem that the
estrangement was serious. Why do people take so much trouble to forge
their own unhappiness, Mademoiselle Veuillot?"
There are many ways of doing that work, innocent, unconscious ways,
sometimes. At this very moment, M. Deshoulieres, with his big, manly,
pitiful heart, was laying it open and making it ready for the sharp
red-hot thrusts that came afterwards. We do the same, all of us, often.
We grind the weapons that are to wound us. But, thank God, the weapons
are not always evil, and such leave no poison in the wound.
"Mademoiselle, did you hear the clock strike?" said Nannon, bustling up.
"We must make haste, the days grow so short, and the virgins up there
do not carry their lamps lit."
"Up there" was the cathedral porch, where the parable is graven, and the
ten stand in their changeless attitudes of despair or bliss. M.
Deshoulieres, Therese, and Nannon passed under them. It was not so dark
as Nannon represented, but a sweet duskiness was veiling all the bright
tints; people sat outside their houses laughing and chattering with
their children; a few lights began to appear; in the distance was heard
the indistinct roll of a drum. Rue St Servan looked gloomy when they
turned into it: the light always left it early. When M. Deshoulieres
wished Therese good evening, he said, with a smile which she did not
see,--"Do not stay so long by the river another evening, mademoiselle."
CHAPTER NINE.
"A stirring of the heart, a quickening keen
Of sight and hearing to the delicate
Beauty and music of an altered world;
...That mysterious light,
Which doth reveal and yet transform; which give
Destiny, sorrow, youth, and death, and life,
Intenser meaning; in disquieting
Lifts up; a shining light: men call it love."
Jean Ingelow.
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