They parted. Brian went away to his hotel, leaving the young seminarist
still standing on the deck--a black figure with his pale hands crossed
upon his breast in the glow of the evening sunshine, awaiting the
arrival of his superior as a soldier waits for his commanding officer.
Brian looked back at him once and waved his hand: he had not been so
much interested in anyone for what seemed to him almost an eternity of
time.
Sitting sadly and alone in the hotel that night, he fell to pondering
over some of the words that the young Italian had spoken, and the
questions that he had asked. He wondered greatly what was the service
that his father had rendered to these Italians, and blamed himself a
little for not asking more about the young man's history. He knew well
enough that his parents had once spent two or three years
abroad--chiefly in Italy; he himself had been born in an Italian town,
and had spent almost the whole of the first year of his life in a little
village at the foot of the Apennines. Was it not near a place called San
Stefano, indeed, that he had been nursed by an Italian peasant woman?
Brian determined, in a vague and dreamy way, that at some future time he
would visit San Stefano, find out the history of his new acquaintance,
and see the place where he had been born at the same time. That is if
ever he felt inclined to do anything of the sort again. At present--and
especially as the temporary interest inspired by the young Italian died
away--he felt as if he cared too little for his future to resolve upon
doing anything. There was a letter waiting for him, addressed in Mr.
Colquhoun's handwriting. He had not even the heart to open it and see
what the lawyer had to say. Something drew him next morning towards that
wonderful old building of red stone, which looks as if it were hourly
crumbling away, and yet has lasted so many hundred years, the cathedral
of Mainz. The service was just over; the organ still murmured soft,
harmonious cadences. The incense was wafted to his nostrils as he walked
down the echoing nave. There had been a mass for the dead and a funeral
that morning; part of the cathedral was draped in black cloth and
ornamented by hundreds of wax candles, which flared in the sunlight and
dropped wax on the uneven pavement below. There was an oppressiveness in
the atmosphere to Brian; everything spoke to him of death and decay in
that strange, old city, which might veritably be called a city of the
dead. He turned aside into the cloisters, and listened mechanically
while an old man discoursed to him in crabbed German concerning
Fastrada's tomb and the carved face of the minstrel Frauenlob upon the
cloister wall. Presently, however, the guide showed him a little door,
and led him out into the pleasant grassy space round which the cloisters
had been built. He was conscious of a great feeling of relief. The blue
sky was above him again, and his feet were on the soft, green grass.
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