World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
The march into the battle was at first simple. We advanced in the
descending shadows, we left the town behind. Before us the heavens
were streaked with the light of explosives. We marched by sections, in
silence. We marched straight ahead, with heart beating quickly, mouth
dry, brain a blank. In spite of myself, I set my teeth and gripped my
hands. We could not distinguish the road we trod, but were dimly aware
sometimes of trees stripped bare, of low ruins, of puddles of water, of
general débris. We simply followed the man in front, scarcely turning
the head when a flock of shells fell at the right, or left, or ahead.
We only knew we were in the zone where they fell. We heard the hoarse
shriek of the projectiles high in the air, and the chorus of cannon
re-echoed in each breast. We no longer felt the chill of the night air.
We knew not if we breathed. The farther we went, the more difficult
did the walking become. We stumbled over the uneven ground, ploughed
up by the shells; but we were not yet in the place of torment, and the
missiles spared us. We passed many moving shadows: couriers, orderlies,
estafettes, officers, wounded, we knew not what. They were only dark
objects moving about in the night, outlined by the glow of the
projectiles; instantly swallowed again by the shadows and giving place
to others. We knew nothing about them. We knew only one great fact:
that we were always advancing toward the fire; we were approaching the
first lines, where the conflagration raged at white heat.
Then--we were in the midst of the shells. The frenzy was on. The
wounded cried out. We held together the best we could. We entered
chaos. Whirlwinds of explosives enveloped us. They were above, around,
beneath. The very earth leaped up and lashed our faces and hands.
Violent gusts of hot wind shook us. We ran. We joined some other
comrades. We could not proceed in lines, but moved in groups. There
were no longer any usable trenches. They were torn open, crushed in,
filled up, making any advance in them impossible. Therefore we marched
in the open, and we advanced. We would leap into a shell-crater, catch
our breath for a second, look out for another hole, and hurl ourselves
into it as quickly as possible. The rain of steel enveloped everything,
in a tumult unbelievable. We scarcely knew if we lived; we certainly
thought no more about death. The fixed, absolute, imperious idea,
the only surviving thing in our consciousness, was to arrive at our
destination, where we could give our service. We felt that we were near
the spot and must attain it.
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