Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil WarWittenmyer, Annie
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Under the guns : $b A woman's reminiscences of the Civil War
Wittenmyer, Annie
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Personal narratives
Going into a hospital known as the College Building one day, and
passing from cot to cot, I came to a young man who looked very pale and
weak. I asked,--
“Are you sick or wounded?”
He answered, “I am severely wounded;” and seeing the look of sympathy
on my face, he went on to tell me all about it.
It was a long, sad story that I need not repeat here.
He had fallen in the front of the battle-line, had been taken prisoner,
and had lain out all the night long among the dead; but he said
cheerfully, “When ‘our boys’ found me, they took me up tenderly and
brought me here, and now I am doing well.”
But I felt that he was not doing well, that he was on the verge of
the grave, and that I must speak to him of the future. He went on to
tell me of his home,--of a mother and sister and two little brothers in
Benton County, Iowa, and added,--
“When I get well enough, I hope they will give me a furlough and let me
go home.”
I said tenderly, “I hope you will get well; but how will it be if you
should not? Are you ready to die?”
I never shall forget his answer; it has been ringing through my soul
all these years. It was as though he was transfigured before me; there
came into his face such light and joy, as, laying his hand on his
heart, he said, “I have the Comforter!” What volumes in that sentence!
I did not need to ask him to what denomination he belonged, or when
or where he had found the pearl of great price. It was enough for me
to know that he had the Blessed Comforter which Jesus promised to his
disciples.
But he went on talking sweetly of Christ and heaven, and the power
of Christ to keep. “Religion,” he said, “has kept me through all the
temptations of camp-life, and now I am ready to _live_ or to _die_. If
the Master sees that it is best that I should go now, it will be as
near heaven from Corinth as it would be from Iowa.”
It was evening time, and I went my way. The next morning I was early at
that hospital, and first of all went to look after him, but I found
his place vacant.
I said to the ward-master, “Where is the young man who was lying here
by this post?”
He answered, “He is dead.”
Oh, how his words went to my heart!
“Where have you laid him?” I asked.
He led the way out into the back yard, and there, side by side, stood
the seven cot bedsteads that held the seven dead men that had been
carried out the night before. He pointed out his cot, and left me alone
with the dead. The bed-spreads were drawn up over their faces, and that
was all that was between the dead faces and the sky.
I drew down the bedspread to look upon his face. I never can express
the emotions of that moment. My heart was thrilled; for there upon
the dead soldier’s face was the very same look of joy and peace that
was on his face when he said, “I have the Comforter,” and I knew that
the Comforter had been with him till the last. I wrote to his mother,
telling her the sad story of his sufferings, and the sweet, sweet story
of his Christian triumph.
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