Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
The colonel did not reply. Why his wife had yielded so readily rather
puzzled him. But Mrs. Desmond had her own reasons. Helen had long been a
thorn in her side, and the pricking of this poor little thorn was fast
becoming unendurable to her. She had resolved, therefore, that her
stepdaughter must be sent away, and, like a wise woman, she was
husbanding all her forces towards the gaining of this important end, and
she was well aware that a little complaisance in an unimportant matter
of this kind would make her future task easier.
Helen was even more surprised than her father to find that after her
unlucky day at the Rectory no embargo was put upon her intercourse with
Harold. How it came about neither they nor their elders exactly knew,
but through the long June days the two children were constantly
together, either working in a rough workshop which the colonel had
extemporized for them in an outbuilding, or rambling about the country
in search of flowers and butterflies. Notwithstanding Mrs. Desmond's
determination about Helen's future, it is scarcely likely that she could
have witnessed her stepdaughter leading a life so opposed to her own
preconceived notions without remonstrance had she not been really
suffering from the effects of her long anxiety in the spring, and
disposed for the first time in her life to let things take their course.
It was a very happy time for Helen, the happiest, perhaps, that she had
ever known. In the old days, when all her desires were gratified, her
waywardness and wilfulness had thrown a cloud over everything. Now she
was honestly trying to do what was right and to keep her temper under
due control, whilst healthy, sympathetic companionship kept her mind
occupied and prevented her from dwelling upon morbid fancies.
"If only mamma would like me a little," she used to think sometimes as
she went off to bed chilled by Mrs. Desmond's frigid good-night, but
full of happy plans for the morrow. But even of gaining "mamma's liking"
Helen did not altogether despair. She meant to be so good, so obedient,
she felt quite sure that she must win her stepmother at last.
"What is it that you wish for most in all the world?" she asked Harold
suddenly one evening.
Mrs. Desmond had kept her room all day, and Helen and Harold, having
drunk tea in the school-room, with the colonel as their guest, were
sitting under an apple-tree in the orchard. The setting sun flooded the
fair June landscape, and threw a glory round their young heads, showing
to their half-bewildered childish eyes strange visions and "lights that
never were on sea or land."
"What do I wish for most!" repeated Harold. "To do something great, I
think. What is the good of living if one is only to be just like
everyone else. I should like people to point me out as I went by, and to
say, 'That is Harold Bayden. He did--' I wonder what I should like them
to say, there are so many things it would be nice to be famous for."
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