Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
"It's you, miss, is it?" said Mrs. Hunt, appearing at last in answer to
Helen's timid knocking; "go up if you like. Nobody can do any good, I'm
afeard. But it's kind of you to come."
Helen made no answer, but climbed the narrow staircase and entered the
sick boy's room. There was no change since her last visit, although she
fancied that Jim's face brightened a little as she went in. Very gently
she attended to his comfort, and she even succeeded in making him
swallow some milk that stood by his bedside. Then he closed his eyes,
and she went and sat down by the window, wondering whether a sense of
human companionship was the comfort to Jim that she fancied it would be
to herself under similar circumstances. Very slowly the afternoon wore
on. Every now and then the sick boy stirred and recommenced his confused
talk. Such strange talk it seemed to Helen to come from dying lips. It
was his work that troubled him. The fowls that would lay away, the cows
that he could not milk, the sheep that would stray. And he was always
late, and father would come home and be angry.
"Poor Jim! perhaps his work is all done. Perhaps no one will ever be
angry with him any more," thought Helen, tears rising to her eyes. Seen
in this light it did occur to her that dying was not such a very sad
thing after all. Here was Jim, whose life had been a hard one, who had
known no pleasures, who was stupid, every one said, and whom no one had
cared for much. That very night, perhaps, he would know more than the
wisest man living; he might be seeing more beautiful things than we can
even picture, and be making the most wonderful discoveries about that
undying love which Cousin Mary had said was always about us from the
moment we were born. And on earth no one would speak his name save
gently, no one would remember that he was plain and silly, but he would
be thought of tenderly, and even those who had not loved him would have
a sigh to give to his memory.
"Was dying so very sad after all?" Helen was still asking herself this
question, when from below there came a sound of merry laughter, and of
trampling childish feet. The children were coming out from school, and
simultaneously the whole village seemed to wake up. Boys shouted and
played; lowing cows were brought in to be milked; the women began their
preparations for the evening meal, and, from their open doorways, called
loudly upon their respective children. Life was there; and here was
death. Poor Jim! never to mingle with his fellows again; never to feel
the warm sun and the soft air; to go away from the cheerful day into the
dark unknown. Yes; it was dreadful, dreadful, and Helen buried her face
in her hands to shut out the sad picture.
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