With a beating heart I draw aside the damask curtain on the following
morning, and enter the bed-room of my divinity. It is still filled with
a pleasant half darkness.
“Is it you, Gregor?” she asks, while I kneel before the fire-place,
building a fire. I tremble at the sound of the beloved voice. I cannot
see her herself; she is invisible behind the curtains of the
four-poster bed.
“Yes, my mistress,” I reply.
“How late is it?”
“Past nine o’clock.”
“Breakfast.”
I hasten to get it, and then kneel down with the tray beside her bed.
“Here is breakfast, my mistress.”
Wanda draws back the curtains, and curiously enough at the first glance
when I see her among the pillows with loosened flowing hair, she seems
an absolute stranger, a beautiful woman, but the beloved soft lines are
gone. This face is hard and has an expression of weariness and satiety.
Or is it simply that formerly my eye did not see this?
She fixes her green eyes upon me, more with curiosity than with menace,
perhaps even somewhat pityingly, and lazily pulls the dark sleeping fur
on which she lies over the bared shoulder.
At this moment she is very charming, very maddening, and I feel my
blood rising to my head and heart. The tray in my hands begins to sway.
She notices it and reached out for the whip which is lying on the
toilet-table.
“You are awkward, slave,” she says furrowing her brow.
I lower my looks to the ground, and hold the tray as steadily as
possible. She eats her breakfast, yawns, and stretches her opulent
limbs in the magnificent furs.
She has rung. I enter.
“Take this letter to Prince Corsini.”
I hurry into the city, and hand the letter to the Prince. He is a
handsome young man with glowing black eyes. Consumed with jealousy, I
take his answer to her.
“What is the matter with you?” she asks with lurking spitefulness. “You
are very pale.”
“Nothing, mistress, I merely walked rather fast.”
At luncheon the prince is at her side, and I am condemned to serve both
her and him. They joke, and I am, as if non-existent, for both. For a
brief moment I see black; I was just pouring some Bordeaux into his
glass, and spilled it over the table-cloth and her gown.
“How awkward,” Wanda exclaimed and slapped my face. The prince laughed,
and she also, but I felt the blood rising to my face.
After luncheon she drove in the Cascine. She has a little carriage with
a handsome, brown English horse, and holds the reins herself. I sit
behind and notice how coquettishly she acts, and nods with a smile when
one of the distinguished gentlemen bows to her.
As I help her out of the carriage, she leans lightly on my arm; the
contact runs through me like an electric shock. She _is_ a wonderful
woman, and I love her more than ever.
* * * * *
For dinner at six she has invited a small group of men and women. I
serve, but this time I do not spill any wine over the table-cloth.
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