“I have been absolutely faithful to you,” replied Wanda, “I swear it by
all that is holy to me. All that I have done was merely to fulfill your
dream and it was done for your sake.
“However, I shall take a lover, otherwise things will be only half
accomplished, and in the end you will yet reproach me with not having
treated you cruelly enough, my dear beautiful slave! But to-day you
shall be Severin again, the only one I love. I haven’t given away your
clothes. They are here in the chest. Go and dress as you used to in the
little Carpathian health-resort when our love was so intimate. Forget
everything that has happened since; oh, you will forget it easily in my
arms; I shall kiss away all your sorrows.”
She began to treat me tenderly like a child, to kiss me and caress me.
Finally she said with a gracious smile, “Go now and dress, I too will
dress. Shall I put on my fur-jacket? Oh yes, I know, now run along!”
When I returned she was standing in the center of the room in her white
satin dress, and the red _kazabaika_ edged with ermine; her hair was
white with powder and over her forehead she wore a small diamond
diadem. For a moment she reminded me in an uncanny way of Catherine the
Second, but she did not give me much time for reminiscences. She drew
me down on the ottoman beside her and we enjoyed two blissful hours.
She was no longer the stern capricious mistress, she was entirely a
fine lady, a tender sweetheart. She showed me photographs and books
which had just appeared, and talked about them with so much
intelligence, clarity, and good taste, that I more than once carried
her hand to my lips, enraptured. She then had me recite several of
Lermontov’s poems, and when I was all afire with enthusiasm, she placed
her small hand gently on mine. Her expression was soft, and her eyes
were filled with tender pleasure.
“Are you happy?”
“Not yet.”
She then leaned back on the cushions, and slowly opened her
_kazabaika_.
But I quickly covered the half-bared breast again with the ermine. “You
are driving me mad.” I stammered.
“Come!”
I was already lying in her arms, and like a serpent she was kissing me
with her tongue, when again she whispered, “Are you happy?”
“Infinitely!” I exclaimed.
She laughed aloud. It was an evil, shrill laugh which made cold shivers
run down by back.
“You used to dream of being the slave, the plaything of a beautiful
woman, and now you imagine you are a free human being, a man, my
lover-you fool! A sign from me, and you are a slave again. Down on your
knees!”
I sank down from the ottoman to her feet, but my eye still clung
doubtingly on hers.
“You can’t believe it,” she said, looking at me with her arms folded
across her breast. “I am bored, and you will just do to while away a
couple of hours of time. Don’t look at me that way—”
She kicked me with her foot.
“You are just what I want, a human being, a thing, an animal—”
She rang. The three negresses entered.
“Tie his hands behind his back.”
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