With two rapid strides Wanda reaches my side, she kneels down beside
me, and places my head in her lap. “Are you ill? Your eyes glow so, do
you love me? I want you to love me.”
She draws forth a short dagger. I start with fright when its blade
gleams in front of my eyes. I actually believe that she is about to
kill me. She laughs, and cuts the ropes that bind me.
* * * * *
Every evening after dinner she now has me called. I have to read to
her, and she discusses with me all sorts of interesting problems and
subjects. She seems entirely transformed; it is as if she were ashamed
of the savagery which she betrayed to me and of the cruelty with which
she treated me. A touching gentleness transfigures her entire being,
and when at the good-night she gives me her hand, a superhuman power of
goodness and love lies in her eyes, of the kind which calls forth tears
in us and causes us to forget all the miseries of existence and all the
terrors of death.
* * * * *
I am reading _Manon l’Escault_ to her. She feels the association, she
doesn’t say a word, but she smiles from time to time, and finally she
shuts up the little book.
“Don’t you want to go on reading?”
“Not to-day. We will ourselves act _Manon l’Escault_ to-day. I have a
rendezvous in the Cascine, and you, my dear Chevalier, will accompany
me; I know, you will do it, won’t you?”
“You command it.”
“I do not command it, I beg it of you,” she says with irresistible
charm. She then rises, puts her hands on my shoulders, and looks at me.
“Your eyes!” she exclaims. “I love you, Severin, you have no idea how I
love you!”
“Yes, I have!” I replied bitterly, “so much so that you have arranged
for a rendezvous with some one else.”
“I do this only to allure you the more,” she replied vivaciously. “I
must have admirers, so as not to lose you. I don’t ever want to lose
you, never, do you hear, for I love only you, you alone.”
She clung passionately to my lips.
“Oh, if I only could, as I would, give you all of my soul in a
kiss—thus—but now come.”
She slipped into a simple black velvet coat, and put a dark _bashlyk_5
on her head. Then she rapidly went through the gallery, and entered the
carriage.
[Footnote 5: A kind of Russian cap.]
“Gregor will drive,” she called out to the coachman who withdrew in
surprise.
I ascended the driver’s seat, and angrily whipped up the horses.
In the Cascine where the main roadway turns into a leafy path, Wanda
got out. It was night, only occasional stars shone through the gray
clouds that fled across the sky. By the bank of the Arno stood a man in
a dark cloak, with a brigand’s hat, and looked at the yellow waves.
Wanda rapidly walked through the shrubbery, and tapped him on the
shoulder. I saw him turn and seize her hand, and then they disappeared
behind the green wall.
An hour full of torments. Finally there was a rustling in the bushes to
one side, and they returned.
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