As the honeymoon went on and Wemyss's ecstasies a little subsided, as he
began to tire of so many trains--after Paris they did the châteaux
country--and hotels and waiters and taxis and restaurants, and the
cooking which he had at first enjoyed now only increased his longing at
every meal for a plain English steak and boiled potatoes, he talked more
and more of The Willows. With almost the same eagerness as that which
had so much enchanted and moved her before their marriage when he talked
of their wedding day, he now talked of The Willows and the day when he
would show it to her. He counted the days now to that day. The 4th of
April; his birthday; on that happy day he would lead his little wife
into the home he loved. How could she, when he talked like that, do
anything but pretend enthusiasm and looking forward? He had apparently
entirely forgotten what she had told him about her reluctance to go
there at Christmas. She was astonished that, when the first bliss of
being married to her had worn off and his thoughts were free for this
other thing he so much loved, his home, he didn't approach it with more
care for what he must know was her feeling about it. She was still more
astonished when she realised that he had entirely forgotten her feeling
about it. It would be, she felt, impossible to shadow his happiness at
the prospect of showing her his home by any reminder of her reluctance.
Besides, she was certainly going to have to live at The Willows, so what
was the use of talking?
'I suppose,' she did say hesitatingly one day when he was describing it
to her for the hundredth time, for it was his habit to describe the same
thing often, 'you've changed your room----?'
They were sitting at the moment, resting after the climb up, on one of
the terraces of the Château of Amboise, with a view across the Loire of
an immense horizon, and Wemyss had been comparing it, to its
disadvantage, when he recovered his breath, with the view from his
bedroom window at The Willows. It wasn't very nice weather, and they
both were cold and tired, and it was still only eleven o'clock in the
morning.
'Change my room? What room?' he asked.
'Your--the room you and--the room you slept in.'
'My bedroom? I should think not. It's the best room in the house. Why do
you think I've changed it?' And he looked at her with a surprised face.
'Oh, I don't know,' said Lucy, taking refuge in stroking his hand. 'I
only thought----'
An inkling of what was in her mind penetrated into his, and his voice
went grave.
'You mustn't think,' he said. 'You mustn't be morbid. Now Lucy, I can't
have that. It will spoil everything if you let yourself be morbid. And
you promised me before our marriage you wouldn't be. Have you
forgotten?'
He turned to her and took her face in both his hands and searched her
eyes with his own very solemn ones, while the woman who was conducting
them over the castle went to the low parapet, and stood with her back to
them studying the view and yawning.
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