"Well, no; since you are a Basin, and only truth avails, there has been
hitherto no deep moral design in my merry orgies at the Neck. But
to-night, Vesty, is my grand affair; to be hallowed by the presence of
all the Basins: my feast and ball to them, you know--my oldest and best
friends. And you--why, Vesty," he went on, in another tone, "you
remember we had always a dance a week at the Basin, and you and I led
them off together. Come, then, for the sake of old times and the
feeling of the rest, though you may enjoy it yourself no more."
He spoke with reckless meaning, and his eyes, that had such fatal power
of expression in them, looked deep into hers. She paled; the baby
threw up a sleeping hand against her face.
"There is another thing, Notely," she said. "Gurdon does not like it
that you come here for an hour or more every day to sit and talk alone
with me while they are at the fishing. He is not much to suspect, and
he was always fond of you and trusted you; but it is not doing right by
Gurdon."
Her eyes looked infinitely sorrowful into his; blushes, like pain, dyed
her cheeks.
"O Vesty, my pure one!--then tell me that you love me still--love me as
you used to do--and I'll go away content, and not come any more. Touch
my head as you used to do; kiss me once more, with those words, and----"
The baby's white, sleeping palm pressed hard against the mother's
burning cheek.
"Such words must not be any more, Notely. Go away and be the good,
powerful man God meant you to be, and I shall love you more than I ever
did in my life."
"Saint Vesta! I have lost you!" said Notely: his voice shook with
passion; the thin, strong hand that he put up, as if shading his eyes,
hid wild and angry tears.
"I have been faithfully engaged in the career to which you so tenderly
and considerately dedicated me," he went on. "What will you have? I
worked last winter like a dog; nothing is easy won, I think: but there
is no young man in this State who has been so flattered with public
notice as I. I am making my own money--no young man more shrewdly,
they say. What will you have? I have growing fame, prosperity, an
accomplished society woman for my wife. Was not that what you wished
for me?" His words stung.
Vesty had her dim look; she had turned cold; her speech groped
pitifully. "But I think I saw--I think I understood a little, after
all--because I loved you--what are you doing it _for_, Notely?"
"Ah, there, indeed!--what for? I have lost my object, you know, Saint
Vesta. For fame and frolic and the devil, I suppose--since we are
talking face to face with an immortal Basin--and to fill up the time
generally."
"I am glad that I did what I did," cried the poor girl, her tongue
touched with sudden fire, as if from outside herself; "you loved me a
little, but you did not love me much!"
"Ah!" he caught his breath, his deep eyes thrilled her.
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