The women, except Tante Ilde, were blotted out. She felt the
exhilaration, the immediate electrization of the air and sat up quite
straight, her elbows elegantly pressed against her waist and began
to smile her fine, sweet smile. Her presence lay about Pauli as a
wreathing mist about a mountain on a sunny day. Again he was thankful
to find her there.
Dutifully he gave Anna a robust but empty kiss on both cheeks, with a
"Well, how goes it?" and the same to Hermine, standing close by her
mother. He thought fleetingly for the thousandth time that it was a
calamity for women to be ugly.
Then he turned the full blaze of his countenance on Tante Ilde:
"Ach, the dear, lovely Auntie," he cried, "she must also have a
Busserl," and he proceeded to kiss each pale cheek and even to press
her against his thick, warm breast.
"Not lovely, only loving," she returned, but she smiled, suddenly quite
happy and Pauli felt his words had not been in vain. He liked to have
happy faces about him and laughter and jokes, and if it were women who
were being made happy all the better.
"I smell something good," he next said amiably sniffing in the air,
"and I'm quite ready. In the Cafés," he continued, "it's 3,000 crowns
for a piece of bread, 10,000 for a glass of beer and 5,000 for a smell
of roast pork from the next table!" Again he sniffed gayly. Even when
he barked his shins against a hard, low bench that stood unnaturally
near the dining table, he gave no sign of the impatience that always
possessed him when with Anna. But in spite of his remarks about his
hunger, he took very little of the lukewarm soup which Hermine had
poured out too soon. And when she dragged her sleeve in the goulash
as she put it on the table, he indulgently recounted a joke he had
seen in the _Meggendorfer Blätter_. How a certain woman going into a
cheesemonger's had skilfully passed her long sleeve through a dish of
white cheese, in that way removing an appreciable quantity, and how the
cheesemonger in a rage made her come back to pay for it, threatening to
have her up for theft.
Sallow Hermine was greatly in awe of her highly-colored father, who
expected from her, she uncomfortably felt, something that she could not
offer, but now she was giggling girlishly, and even Anna's face seemed
less formless.
Yes, Pauli was doing his best to make it pleasant for the quite
accidental beings who bore his name. Dispensing smiles that, after
all, were so rightly, though so strangely, theirs. Life was truly
mysterious; they were human beings too, come out of nothing, hurrying
as fast as Time could take them, to the same end. It produced
undeniably at moments a feeling of comradeship,--though Pauli intended
to avoid Anna in the other world....
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