Tante Ilde was indeed making things easier, suaver; Tante Ilde was
really an alabaster box of precious ointment, broken anew each time she
went into one of those homes not hers, diffusing sweet odors about her.
They would mostly, (perhaps not Pauli), have thought: "It's poor old
Tante Ilde and we've got to do something for her," not dreaming that
all the time it was she who was doing something priceless for them.
Now he was in a fever of longing to hear a beloved name. But she told
them first about Liesel and Otto, everything she could without making
Anna jealous; not, of course, about the sausage. Meat twice a day would
have scandalized Anna, and anyway Tante Ilde would never have been
guilty of the indelicacy of speaking about that sausage, wrapped up and
put away too. The fresh noodles in fresh butter were all that Anna and
Hermine could really stand; they would talk about them for days; but
she described in detail the package from the "Friends" at which Anna
and Hermine pricked up their big ears and cried: "You don't say!" and
Hermine ran and got an inch-long pencil and a piece of newspaper and
wrote the address on the margin. Then she and her mother nodded their
heads significantly at each other. They were both thinking that Irma
should have let them know immediately, and that some afternoon late,
when it was dark and they wouldn't be seen, they'd go for one of those
packages....
As Tante Ilde was talking Pauli noticed the white lace about her neck
and how genteel she contrived to look in spite of age and disaster.
Then his eyes travelled to his daughter, seeing her really for the
first time that day. Hermine had on a chocolate-colored dress with
trimmings of an unpleasant blue. Pauli turned his eyes again to Tante
Ilde's cameo face, from which the broad eyes seemed to look out more
and more bluely as the dinner went on. Pleasure, even a little, was
apt to put the color back into her eyes. Then he looked again at his
daughter. He was thinking that the devil could take him if he knew
what color would be becoming to his only child. Something, anything to
emphasize her, to put her on the chart, so he followed out his natural
taste as he said:
"I must give you a new dress, Hermine, pink or red or a good bright
blue?"
Hermine was delighted at this mark of paternal affection and Anna
astonished. When a long time after he saw the hard and vapid blue she
chose he was finally and forever discouraged. No, Hermine had no flair,
she always went wrong on colors, like Anna. His wife and daughter
were beyond Pauli. Just those two women out of all Vienna he could
rightfully go home to; Hermine was even named for his mother. "Na,
dos ist kein Leben," it's no life, he often thought in his broadest,
most expressive Viennese. Pauli who could speak perfectly half a dozen
languages, always chose that in which to clothe satisfactorily certain
unsatisfactory thoughts.
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