Virginibus Puerisque, and Other PapersStevenson, Robert Louis
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Virginibus Puerisque, and Other Papers
Stevenson, Robert Louis
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An inherited aptitude will have been diligently
improved in either case; only the one man has made for himself a fortune,
and the other has made for himself a living spirit. It is a fair
occasion for self-complacency, I repeat, when the event shows a man to
have chosen the better part, and laid out his life more wisely, in the
long run, than those who have credit for most wisdom. And yet even this
is not a good unmixed; and like all other possessions, although in a less
degree, the possession of a brain that has been thus improved and
cultivated, and made into the prime organ of a man’s enjoyment, brings
with it certain inevitable cares and disappointments. The happiness of
such an one comes to depend greatly upon those fine shades of sensation
that heighten and harmonise the coarser elements of beauty. And thus a
degree of nervous prostration, that to other men would be hardly
disagreeable, is enough to overthrow for him the whole fabric of his
life, to take, except at rare moments, the edge off his pleasures, and to
meet him wherever he goes with failure, and the sense of want, and
disenchantment of the world and life.
It is not in such numbness of spirit only that the life of the invalid
resembles a premature old age. Those excursions that he had promised
himself to finish, prove too long or too arduous for his feeble body; and
the barrier-hills are as impassable as ever. Many a white town that sits
far out on the promontory, many a comely fold of wood on the mountain
side, beckons and allures his imagination day after day, and is yet as
inaccessible to his feet as the clefts and gorges of the clouds. The
sense of distance grows upon him wonderfully; and after some feverish
efforts and the fretful uneasiness of the first few days, he falls
contentedly in with the restrictions of his weakness. His narrow round
becomes pleasant and familiar to him as the cell to a contented prisoner.
Just as he has fallen already out of the mid race of active life, he now
falls out of the little eddy that circulates in the shallow waters of the
sanatorium. He sees the country people come and go about their everyday
affairs, the foreigners stream out in goodly pleasure parties; the stir
of man’s activity is all about him, as he suns himself inertly in some
sheltered corner; and he looks on with a patriarchal impersonality of
interest, such as a man may feel when he pictures to himself the fortunes
of his remote descendants, or the robust old age of the oak he has
planted over-night.
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