Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the idealJames, Edwin, Mrs.
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Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal
James, Edwin, Mrs.
English fiction -- 19th century
Evelyn, whose conduct had been, and still was, most indiscreet, being,
moreover, without a protector, was especially the mark for scandal.
Women who would have given the world to have been able to do as she did,
were the first to blame her imprudence; and the young Florentine
exquisites, who had never yet succeeded in winning a smile from “_la
bella Inglese_,” now invented all kinds of cruel and false reports
concerning her. The frequent visits of the Count Syracuse were reported
to the Grand Duchess, who henceforth looked coldly upon Evelyn, and the
ladies of society were only too happy to have it in their power to
mortify one who had excited their jealousy. And Melville, too—the good,
the kind, the loving—had he also deserted the woman he once held so
dear? The next chapter may perhaps throw some light on this subject.
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CHAPTER XI.
+FIRST LOVE+
COLONEL REGINALD MELVILLE TO EVELYN TRAVERS.
London, February 28th.
BEFORE you receive this, Evelyn, I shall be far away; it may,
perhaps, cost you one pang in the midst of your triumphs, to
know that we are at last parted; it may be for years—it may be
_forever_.
My regiment is under immediate orders for India, and we sail in
a week. We are required to quell the Sepoy rebellion, and to
avenge the horrible brutalities perpetrated by those savages on
our innocent countrywomen and their helpless babes. I will not,
at this supreme moment, reproach you—your naturally good heart
will teach you how far you have erred—but I will simply mention
how deeply I felt your inconsiderate conduct at the last ball,
when you knew that, in two days, one who loved you as his own
soul must leave; and how still more bitterly was I disappointed
at having been prevented by the prince’s presence from bidding
you a last adieu.
You are very beautiful and talented. It is natural you should
command attention wherever you go. But, oh! Evelyn, does this
satisfy your heart? Ask yourself, are you not sometimes unhappy,
even amid the most brilliant scenes? Do not imagine that every
fop who approaches you, is capable of sincere attachment, even
to a creature as fascinating as yourself. You are, to the
majority of men, but as the pastime of an idle hour—or worse,
the coquette whose smiles flatter their selfish vanity, and of
whose favors they boast at the public promenades or the _cafés_.
But of this I cannot bear to speak—even the thought is madness.
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