Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the idealJames, Edwin, Mrs.
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Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal
James, Edwin, Mrs.
English fiction -- 19th century
Seeing that I still wept, and hesitated to do her bidding, she arose,
gently took the keys from my hands, and unlocked the bureau, where
unknown to her I had secreted these touching memorials of a happiness
now past forever. With a calmness more piteous to behold than any
violent grief, she opened all and read all. Then gently clasping her
hands, she sank upon her knees, saying, “I was not worthy of him. Thy
will be done, oh God! Thy will be done.”
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CHAPTER XIII.
+NAPLES AND THE NEAPOLITANS+
MUCH has been said and written by poets and philosophers on the
evanescent nature of all earthly joys, and the precarious tenure on
which we hold our happiness here below; but while this is indubitally
true, let us be thankful that in the divine decrees of a wise
Providence, sorrow is of a nature equally transient. The human heart
shrinks from suffering and yearns to be blessed. Such is the unerring
law of our being, and He who “tempers the wind to the shorn lamb,”
mercifully permits Time, that great physician, to pour balm into our
deepest wounds, though ever and anon a word, a flower, a perfume, a
breath, will cause them to bleed afresh, and throb with exquisite agony.
The night shadow which since the death of Reginald Melville had
enveloped our little party, had gradually given place to the aurora of
renewed hope.— Evelyn by degrees regained her health and cheerful
spirits, though she ceased not to reproach herself as the involuntary
cause of Reginald’s death. Ella had become very thoughtful, and appeared
to us at times to wander in her mind. She frequently said, “Mama, I saw
him last night; he bid me pray for him.”
Or she would chide us for being sad, “He is happy, dearest mama—he told
me so.”
Once she said with much solemnity, raising her hand as if to impress her
words upon our hearts: “Mother, Reginald bids me tell you he loves you
and still watches over you, and you will meet again.”
The child frequently spoke of this suddenly, without premeditation,
looking up from her book, or her work, or even while nursing her doll.
We thought this death had made too deep an impression on her youthful
mind, and endeavored as much as possible to divert her thoughts from so
melancholy a subject, but we only partially succeeded. She would refer
to it again and again, not in sadness, but as if she realized a presence
unperceived by others, and was a medium of communication between the
land of spirits and the world of sense.
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