WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Guy, whether wisely or unwisely, plunged into the study of such
experiences as his own, and their possible explanations. He had no
difficulty in these days in finding material, and he brought to bear on
the subject an amount of acute intelligence and reasoning power for
which Staunton had hardly given him credit. He puzzled him a good deal
by his ridicule of some recorded stories, and his keen interest in
others. He mastered the point of the various theories, stating and
criticising them with much force, and the discussions were certainly so
far good for him that he lost some of his sense of unique and shameful
experience. But Cuthbert saw that he tested everything by an
incommunicable and inexplicable sense, and he never uttered any definite
conviction as regarded himself. He had no "nervous attacks" as Cuthbert
called them; but whether the terrible night at Waynflete had done him
permanent harm, or whether the strain was more continuous than appeared,
he was certainly far from strong, and suffered from any extra exertion,
so that the need of care was evident enough.
"I believe I was a fool to set you upon all this reading," said
Cuthbert, one day. "You'll wear yourself out with it when I have to
leave you."
"It would be very difficult to be alone," said Guy, thoughtfully.
"It's out of the question. You're not fit for the mill or for the hard
winter here. You ought to have a sea-voyage, or something of that sort.
Or, at any rate, come and stay on the south coast somewhere where I
could make my headquarters while I'm lecturing, and see you now and
then."
"There are a great many things I can't quite tell you," said Guy, after
a pause, "and they don't only concern myself. It's all right about the
reading, but I've got something to do to-day. It's quite simple, only
rather hard. And I know `he' doesn't want me to do it."
Guy had said nothing so personal since his first confession, and, as he
got up languidly, and prepared to return to the mill for his afternoon
work, giving his friend an odd, half-smiling look, as he moved away,
Cuthbert felt an uncomfortable thrill.
It startled him to feel that Guy's conviction lay absolutely untouched
by all his recent study. There was something inscrutable behind the
pathetic eyes, and what was it? Was the boy "mad north-north west?" or
would he at last compel belief in the incredible? Horatio, Cuthbert
thought, had a great advantage in having actually seen the ghost that
haunted Hamlet.
Then he remembered making some remark to Guy on the "objective"
character of this famous apparition, and Guy had answered, "But they
only saw it, as you see a house or a tree. I don't suppose it made much
difference to them."
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