She spoke lightly, but there was a peculiar tone in her voice which
betrayed great weariness. It made Brian look at her more attentively
than he had yet done--less from a lover's point of view, more from a
doctor's. She was very pale. Though the running had brought a faint
color to her cheeks, her lips were white, her forehead almost deathly.
He knew that she had never really been well since her mother's death,
but the change wrought within the last three weeks dismayed him; she was
the mere shadow of her former self.
“This hot weather is trying you,” he said.
“Something is,” she replied. “Work, or weather, or worry, or the three
combined.”
“Come in and see my father,” said Brian, “and be idle for a little time;
you will be writing more circulars if you go home.”
“No, they are all done, and my examination is over, and there is nothing
special going on just now; I think that is why I feel so like breaking
down.”
After a little more persuasion, she consented to go in and see Mr.
Osmond. The house always had a peculiarly restful feeling, and the mere
thought of rest was a relief to her; she would have liked the wheels of
life to stop for a little while, and there was rest in the mere change
of atmosphere. On the doorstep Brian encountered a patient, much to his
vexation; so he could only take Erica into the study, and go in search
of his father. He lingered however, just to tell him of his fears.
“She looks perfectly worn out; you must find out what is wrong, father,
and make her promise to see some one.”
His tone betrayed such anxiety that his father would not smile although
he was secretly amused at the task deputed to him. However, clergyman as
he was, he had a good deal of the doctor about him, and he had seen so
much of sickness and disease during his long years of hard work among
the poor that he was after all about as ready an observer and as good a
judge as Brian could have selected.
Erica, leaning back in the great easy chair, which had been moved into
summer quarters beside the window, heard the slow soft step she had
learned to know so well, and before she had time to get up, found her
hand in Charles Osmond's strong clasp.
“How comfortable your chair is,” she said, smiling; “I believe I was
nearly asleep.”
He looked at her attentively, but without appearing to study her face in
any way. She was very pale and there was an indefinable look of pain in
her eyes.
“Any news of the examination?” he asked, sitting down opposite her.
“No, it is too soon yet,” she replied. “I thought I should have felt
so anxious about it, but do you know, now that it is over, I can't make
myself care a bit. If I have failed altogether, I don't believe I shall
mind very much.”
“Too tired to care for anything?”
“Yes, I seem to have come to the end. I wish I were a watch, and could
run down and rest for a few days and be wound up again.”
He smiled. “What have you been doing with yourself to get so tired?”
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