Fern never forgot this little speech. She understood, then, that her
mission was to be her mother's comforter; and with the utmost
sweetness and unselfishness she put aside her own longings for her
brother, and strove to make up for his loss. So Fern bloomed in her
poor home like some lovely flower in a cottage garden, growing up to
womanhood in those rooms over Mrs. Watkins's.
Fern had long since finished her education, and now gave morning
lessons to the vicar's little daughters. In her leisure hours she made
her simple gowns and Fluff's frocks, and taught the child the little
she could be persuaded to learn, for Fluff was a spoiled child and
very backward for her age; and one or two people, Mrs. Watkins among
them, had given it as their opinion that little Florence was not all
there, rather odd and uncanny in fact.
Fern was quite contented with her life. She was fond of teaching and
very fond of her little pupils. Her pleasures were few and simple; a
walk with Crystal or Fluff to look at the shops, perhaps an omnibus
journey and an hour or two's ramble in the Park or Kensington Garden,
a cozy chat with her mother in the evening, sometimes, on grand
occasions, a shilling seat at the Monday or Saturday Popular.
Fern loved pretty things, but she seemed quite satisfied to look at
them through plate glass; a new dress, a few flowers, or a new book
were events in her life. She would sing over her work as she sat
sewing by the window; the gay young voice made people look up, but
they seldom caught a glimpse of the golden-brown head behind the
curtain. Fern had her dreams, like other girls; something, she hardly
knew what, would happen to her some day. There was always a prince in
the fairy stories that she told Fluff, but she never described him.
"What is he like?" Fluff would ask with childish impatience, but Fern
would only blush and smile, and say she did not know. If, sometimes, a
handsome boyish face, not dark like Percy, but with a fair, budding
mustache and laughing eyes, seemed to rise out of the mist and look at
her with odd wistfulness, Fern never spoke of it; a sort of golden
haze pervaded it. Sometimes those eyes were eloquent, and seemed
appealing to her; a strange meaning pervaded the silence; in that poor
room blossomed all sorts of sweet fancies and wonderful dreams as
Fern's needle flew through the stuff.
As Fluff rubbed her rough head confidingly against her shoulder, Fern
gave a musical little laugh that was delicious to hear. "You absurd
child," she said, in an amused tone, "I really must tell Mr. Erle not
to take you again to the Zoölogical Gardens; you talk of nothing but
bears and jaguars. So you want a story, you are positively insatiable,
Fluff; how am I to think of one with my wits all wool-gathering and
gone a-wandering like Bopeep's sheep? It must be an old one. Which is
it to be? 'The Chocolate House,' or 'Princess Dove and the Palace of
the Hundred Boys.'"
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