“I am sure of it,” said he, taking for a moment the hand that she
offered him. “If I had not been assured of it, should I be here to-day?
I do not underrate the value of sympathy. I have felt better for the
sympathy even of strangers. At Uganda--at Zanzibar--everywhere I got
kind words; and aboard the steamer--God knows whether I should have
landed or not if it had not been for the kind way some of my fellow
passengers treated me. Ah! the world holds some good people! They took
me out of myself--they made the world seem brighter--well, not brighter,
but at least they made it seem less dark to me. When we separated in
London yesterday the darkness seemed to fall upon me again. Ah, yes! I
have felt what was meant by real sympathy; and yours is real, Agnes. I
remember how good you were long ago. If you had been my sister you could
not have taken a greater interest in me. And your father--ah, he died
years ago, they told me last evening! You see, you were the first person
for whom I inquired.”
“That was so good of you,” she said quietly. There was no satirical note
in the low tone in which she spoke.
“Ah! Was it not natural?” he asked. “But I think that I was slightly
disappointed to hear that you were still unmarried. I had fancied you
now and again with your children about you; and I was ready with a score
of stories for the youngsters. I wrote something to poor Dick about
himself. I took it for granted that he too would have married and become
surrounded with prattlers. Yes, I'm nearly sure that I mentioned your
name in my letter to poor Dick.”
“Your memory does not deceive you,” she said, and now there was a
suggestion of satire in her voice, though he did not detect it. “Yes,
your letter was brought to me by Mr. Fawcett. Why he should have brought
it to me, I am sure you could hardly tell.”
“He may have thought that it contained something that should be seen
only by the most intimate friend of the family,” he suggested. “You
see, poor Dick's will mentioned you prominently. That probably impressed
Fawcett. But you read what I wrote? You saw that I had not forgotten
you--I mentioned your name?”
“Yes, you mentioned my name in a way that showed me you had forgotten
me,” she replied.
“I don't seem to understand you to-day,” he said. “I suppose when one
has been for eight or nine years without hearing a word of English
spoken, one degenerates.”
“Alas! alas!” she said.
Then he went away.
CHAPTER XIV
|She had, of course, left her seat to shake hands with him, and when he
had gone she did not sit down. She stood where he had left her, in the
centre of the room, with her eyes turned listlessly toward the window.
She watched him buttoning up his coat as he walked quickly down the
drive. A breath of wind whisked and whirled about him the leaves that
had fallen since morning.
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