Clare laughed, and Agnes perceived that he had been giving a little
imitation of the Indian officer, who had become an authority on the
great frontier question and could not understand how people at home
refused to devote themselves to its study.
“Englishmen want to hear about nothing but Africa just now,” said Agnes.
“They have come to regard Africa as an English colony.”
“And yet the greatest living explorer of Africa refuses to communicate a
single paragraph to the newspapers in regard to his discoveries,” cried
Clare. “I consider that a great shame; I hope you feel as strongly on
the subject, my dear Miss Mowbray.”
“Mr. Westwood seems to have lost all his early ambition,” said Agnes.
“That is true,” said Claude, in a low voice. “I have lost my brother.”
Clare looked grave. Agnes glanced at the man. She wondered how it was
possible that he could forget the words which he had spoken in that same
room when she only had been there to hear them. “It is for you--it is
for you,” he had cried. “It is for you I mean to go to Africa. I have
set my heart upon winning a name that shall be in some degree worthy of
you, my beloved!”
Those were the words which he had said to her while his arms were about
her and her cheek rested on his shoulder. How was it possible that
he could forget them? How could he now talk about having lost all his
ambition? She was his ambition. He had gone forth to win a jewel of
honour that should be worthy of her wearing, and he had returned, having
snatched that jewel from the very hand of Death, but he had not laid it
at her feet.
Still she was silent. She remembered what Sir Percival had said to her:
it was left for her to win him back.
It was Clare who had the boldness to break the impressive silence that
followed his pathetic phrase, “I have lost my brother.”
“You told me that he had ambition,” said she. “You told me that his
ambition was your success, and yet you refuse to let the world know how
you have succeeded.”
He looked at her for a few moments. Her face was slightly flushed by the
force of the earnestness with which she had spoken.
“Perhaps,” he said, slowly, “perhaps my ambition may awake again one of
these days. I saw some queer things. Sometimes, when I think of them--of
the strange people--savages, but with a code and religious traditions
precisely the same as those of the Hebrews--I feel that it might perhaps
be well if I wrote something about them; but then, I feel--oh no, I
can't bring myself to do anything now. I cannot do anything until”--
His face darkened. He walked away from her to the window. In an instant
he called out in quite a different tone from that in which he had
spoken:
“There are your pets still, Clare. They are waiting for you on the
lawn.”
“I must send them back to their cote without delay,” said the girl “May
I step outside for one moment, Miss Mowbray?”
“Only for a moment, my dear child. I am afraid that you place too much
confidence in our English climate.”
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