“It was just at the setting of the sun that I heard the coach stop
before the gate, and a rapid step upon the walk. My voice must have
trembled, for Robin unclosed his eyes as if to ask the cause, but I
hushed him gently, while in the adjoining apartment a low conversation
was carried on for twenty minutes or more. At last the doctor started
for the room where I was sitting, but I gave no sign of consciousness
until he was close beside me and I met the glance of his eyes,—a glance
in which for an instant I fancied I read more than a friendly interest;
the blood surged hotly through my veins; but thoughts of Anna, whom
dying he had kissed, holding her as I had held Robin, froze it back from
my face, which must have turned very white, for after his first words of
greeting, he said to me, ‘I cannot thank you enough for what you have
been to mother. She has told me of your kindness; but Dora,’ and his
hand touched my hair lightly, ‘I fear you are overtaxing your strength.
You are very pale to-night. Let me relieve you of Robin.’
“I was not tired, I said, and my manner was so chilling that his hand
slid from my hair, while he began speaking to Robin, who only complained
of weariness.
“‘I am glad you have come, Uncle Richard,’ Robin said, putting out his
thin fingers and playing with the heavy beard of the doctor, who had
knelt beside me the better to see the child. ‘I call you uncle all the
time because Dora wanted me to.’
“Instantly our eyes met, and I saw his face crimson with emotions whose
nature I could not guess. I only knew they hardened me into stone, and I
was glad when at last Jessie came in, for she relieved me from all
necessity of talking. Richard liked Jessie; her sprightly manner amused
and rested him, I could see, and it made me half angry to hear how
merrily he laughed at her remarks, even when he knew that Robin’s days
were numbered. How I clung to that child, refusing to give him to the
care of Mrs. West. He could not lie upon the bed, and I felt a kind of
fierce pleasure in holding him, and in knowing that Richard knew what I
was doing for Anna’s child.
“Slowly the summer night darkened around us, and the August moon cast
its beams across the floor, even to where I sat singing the low lullaby.
And out upon the piazza Dr. West and Jessie talked and laughed together,
until the sick boy whispered moaningly, ‘It’s very cold and dark in
here. Cover me closer, Dora, and light the candles now.’
“I covered him up, and saw upon his face a shadow, whose import I could
not mistake, and half bitterly, half reproachfully, I exclaimed:
“‘Dr. West, if you can spend the time, I think Robin needs you.’
“He was at my side in an instant, and so was Jessie; her eyes filling
with tears when she, too, saw and recognized the shadow which had
alarmed me. Robin was dying! We all knew it now, and Robin knew it, too,
and still refused to leave me for the arms which Richard stretched out
to him.
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