"Thank you, Uncle Silas. No one of your fellow members could have said
a nicer thing than that." She fingered her coffee cup. "But I had a
reason for inviting myself--practically--to lunch with you. I want to
ask your advice."
"I'm afraid I should be inclined in advance to let you do exactly as
you liked, my child," said the other, with a smile. "But what is it?
I hope it's not trouble of any sort."
"No--it's not trouble, exactly," his niece responded. "It's more
like--well, like dissatisfaction. I am awfully tired of being a
perfectly useless person, with no definite end and aim. You don't
suppose it's because I see every day the girls coming down to work, on
the Massachusetts Avenue cars, do you? I went a little while ago to my
doctor's because I thought perhaps there was something the matter with
me, and he suggested a change of air, but I think he mixed up the cause
with the effect. Perhaps I do need a change, but it's a change of
interests and a change of what I see and hear and talk about."
"Commonly termed a vacation," said Mr. Osgood.
"Yes, a vacation--that's it. Not a vacation from _doing_ anything,
because I've done nothing, but a vacation from the atmosphere I've been
living in."
"You mean the artistic atmosphere?" her uncle asked. "You are a little
tired of--"
"I'm more than a little--I'm horribly tired of imitations and poses and
make-believes. I want to see things and people who really live, who
don't exist by the light of crimson-shaded globes and spend their days
dreaming about impressions and arrangements and tones and shadows."
Helen wound up this diminutive tirade with quite a little flourish, and
Mr. Osgood looked thoughtfully across the table at her.
"Why don't you run down to New York?" he suggested. "I'm sure your
Aunt Mary Wardrop would be delighted to have you come for a visit."
"Yes. I thought of that. I should like to go there, and I had almost
decided to. But can't you suggest something for me to _do_? Aunt
Mary's principal occupation is abusing the _nouveaux riches_, and one
merely has to agree with her, which is not at all difficult. If I had
anything to _do_ here, I'd rather stay than go. Of course New York is
quite a change from Boston--there can be no doubt about that.
But--don't you see what I mean, Uncle Silas?"
"I think I do--somewhat, my dear. You are a little restless, and you
think that because the things you do are small they are less real.
That is not so--small things can be made very interesting if one does
them with enthusiasm. Take my own business, for example. It is
possibly just a 'business' to you, like any other, but that is because
you have not seen it from the inside. To me it is absolutely vital. I
don't know of another business so interesting."
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