White Heather: A Novel (Volume 1 of 3)Black, William
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White Heather: A Novel (Volume 1 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
_O see you her now—she is coming anigh—_
_And the flower in her hand her aim discloses:_
_Laugh, Mudal, your thanks as you’re hurrying by—_
_For she flings you a rose, in the month of roses!_
Well, that was written as long ago as last midsummer; and was Meenie
still as far away from him as then, and as ignorant as ever of his mute
worship of her, and of these verses that he had written about her? But
he indulged in no day-dreams. Meenie was as near to him as he had any
right to expect—giving him of an assured and constant friendship; and as
for these passing rhymes—well, he tried to make them as worthy of her as
he could, though he knew she should never see them; polishing them, in
so far as they might be said to have any polish at all, in honour of
her; and, what is more to the point, at once cutting out and destroying
any of them that seemed to savour either of affectation or of echo. No:
the rude rhymes should at least be honest and of his own invention and
method; imitations he could not, even in fancy, lay at Meenie’s feet.
And sometimes, it is true, a wild imagination would get hold of him—a
whimsical thing, that he laughed at: supposing that life—the actual real
life here at Inver-Mudal—were suddenly to become a play, a poem, a
romantic tale; and that Meenie was to fall in love with him; and he to
grow rich all at once; and the Stuarts of Glengask to be quite
complaisant: why, then, would it not be a fine thing to bring all this
collection of verses to Meenie, and say ’There, now, it is not much; but
it shows you that I have been thinking of you all through these years?’
Yes, it would be a very fine thing, in a romance. But, as has been said,
he was one not given to day-dreams; and he accepted the facts of life
with much equanimity; and when he had written some lines about Meenie
that he regarded with a little affection—as suggesting, let us say,
something of the glamour of her clear Highland eyes, and the
rose-sweetness of her nature, and the kindness of her heart—and when it
seemed rather a pity that she should never see them—if only as a tribute
to her gentleness offered by a perfectly unbiassed spectator—he quickly
reminded himself that it was not his business to write verses but to
trap foxes and train dogs and shoot hoodie-crows. He was not vain of his
rhymes—except where Meenie’s name came in. Besides, he was a very busy
person at most seasons of the year; and men, women, and children alike
showed a considerable fondness for him, so that his life was full of
sympathies and interests; and altogether he cannot be regarded, nor did
he regard himself, as a broken-hearted or blighted being. His
temperament was essentially joyous and healthy; the passing moment was
enough; nothing pleased him so much as to have a grouse, or a hare, or a
ptarmigan, or a startled hind appear within sure and easy range, and to
say ’Well, go on. Take your life with you. Rather a pleasant day this:
why shouldn’t you enjoy it as well as I?’
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