“Surely you’ll shake hands,” said he gently, friendlily. “I understand.
I like you for what you are, not for what you ought to be. Come, give
me your hand, my friend.”
She sighed, gazed up at him. “Suppose I said I’d give up everything for
you. What then?” she asked.
“Why, you’d be saying what isn’t true.”
“Chang,” she said earnestly, “I _think_ I’d give up everything for
you. But since it is you who ask me--you to whom I feel I must tell the
exact truth--I had to be honest. And the honest truth is I don’t know.
And any girl, in the same circumstances, would say precisely the same
thing--if she weren’t lying--or just romancing.”
“You are a trump, Rix!” he exclaimed. There was a look in his eyes that
would have thrilled her, had she seen it. But before she turned her
gaze upon him again, he had controlled his impulsive self-revelation.
In his usual manner he went on: “I’m proud of your friendship. It’s
always good to be reminded that there are people of the right sort on
earth. But you see yourself now that I was right from the beginning. We
don’t belong in the same class. We couldn’t comfortably travel the same
road. We----”
“Would you marry me if I gave up everything for you?” she interrupted.
“No,” was the prompt reply. “Any man who did that to your sort of girl
would be a fool--and worse. But don’t forget another fact, my dear. I
wouldn’t marry you in any circumstances. I’m not marrying. I’m married
already, as I told you before. I don’t believe in any other kind of
marriage--for my kind of man. I love my freedom. And I shall keep it.”
There was no mistaking the ring of those decisive words. The girl
shrank a little. She began in a choked, uncertain voice: “But you
said----”
“Rix, my dear friend, I said nothing that contradicted what I’ve always
told you--what I believe in as I believe in my work. You knew perfectly
well that I was merely ironic a few minutes ago. I didn’t want to part
from you with you imagining you were broken-hearted. That’s why I let
you run on and on--until you came that fearful cropper. Oh, _what_ a
cropper for romantic Rix!”
She laughed with a partial return of her old gayety. “I do feel cheap,”
said she--“dirt cheap.”
“Not at all. Just human. But--really I must be going,” said he briskly.
“When shall I see you again?” And she tried to speak steadily, with
smiling eyes.
“Let me see. I’ll be back in two or three days. In a week or ten days
I’ll have that picture about done. I suppose you’d like to see it. I’ll
send your mother a note, asking her to bring you. Well--good-by, Rix.”
He took her hand, released it. She stood, paling and flushing and
trembling. “Is that--all?” she murmured. “Won’t you--” Voice failed her.
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