Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Child! how foolish you are!” said the mother. “Reine, you should not
show at least your repugnance to everything I am fond of. It is
wicked--and more, it is foolish. What can any one think of you? I will
stay while I am necessary to my poor boy; you may be sure of that.”
“Not necessary,” said Reine--“oh, not necessary! _I_ can do all for him
that is necessary. He is all I have in the world. There are neither
husband nor children that can come between Herbert and me. Go,
mamma,--for Heaven’s sake, go! When your heart is gone already, why
should you remain? I can do all he requires. Oh, please, go!”
“You are very wicked, Reine,” said her mother, “and unkind! You do not
reflect that I stay for you. What are you to do when you are left all
alone?--you, who are so unjust to your mother? I stay for that. What
would you do?”
“Me!” said Reine. She grew pale suddenly to her very lips, struck by
this sudden suggestion in the sharpest way. She gave a sob of tearless
passion. She knew very well that her brother was dying; but thus to be
compelled to admit and realize it, was more than she could bear. “I will
do the best I can,” she said, closing her eyes in the giddy faintness
that came over her. “What does it matter about me?”
“The very thought makes you ill,” said Madame de Mirfleur. “Reine, you
know what is coming, but you will never allow yourself to think of it.
Pause now, and reflect; when my poor Herbert is gone, what will become
of you, unless I am here to look after you? You will have to do
everything yourself. Why should we refuse to consider things which we
know must happen? There will be the funeral--all the arrangements--”
“Mamma! mamma! have you a heart of stone?” cried Reine. She was shocked
and wounded, and stung to the very soul. To speak of his funeral, almost
in his presence, seemed nothing less than brutal to the excited girl;
and all these matter-of-fact indications of what was coming jarred
bitterly upon the heart, in which, I suppose, hope will still live while
life lasts. Reine felt her whole being thrill with the shock of this
terrible, practical touch, which to her mother seemed merely a simple
putting into words of the most evident and unavoidable thought.
“I hope I have a heart like all the rest of the world,” said Madame de
Mirfleur. “And you are excited and beside yourself, or I could not pass
over your unkindness as I do. Yes, Reine, it is my duty to stay for poor
Herbert, but still more for you. What would you do?”
“What would it matter?” cried Reine, bitterly--“not drop into his grave
with him--ah, no; one is not permitted that happiness. One has to stay
behind and live on, when there is nothing to live for more!”
“You are impious, my child,” said her mother. “And, again, you are
foolish; you do not reflect how young you are, and that life has many
interests yet in store for you--new connections, new duties--”
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