Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Mrs Ogilvy thought she was well aware what it was that had kept Susie
from marrying. Alas, alas! what would she think of him now if she saw
him, and how could she bear to see the wonder and the pain reflected in
Susie’s face?
“I thought,” said Mr Logan, rising up, “that I would have found sympathy
from you. I thought you would have perceived that it was as much for
Susie I was thinking as for myself. She will never break the knot till
it’s done for her. She thinks she’s bound to those bairns; but when she
sees they are all provided for without her----”
“The boys by the care of a servant. The little ones in a school that is
just disguised charity----”
“You’re an old friend, Mrs Ogilvy, but not old enough or dear enough to
treat my arrangements like that.”
“Oh, go away, minister!” cried the mistress of the Hewan. She was
beginning to remember that Robbie’s train might come in at any moment,
and that she would not for the world have him brought face to face with
Mr Logan without any warning or preparation. “Go away! for we will never
agree on this point. I’ve nothing to say against you for marrying. If
your heart’s set upon it, you’ll do it, well I know; but to me Susie and
the bairns are the first thing, and not the second. Say no more, say no
more! for we’ll never agree.”
“You’ll not help me, then?” he said.
“Help you! how am I to help you? I have nothing to do with it,” she
cried.
“With Susie,” he repeated. “I’ll not quarrel with you: you mean well,
though you’re so severe. There is nobody like you that could help me
with Susie. You could make her see my position--you could make her see
her duty----”
“If it is her duty,” Mrs Ogilvy said.
She could scarcely hear what he said in reply. Was that the gate again?
and another step on the gravel? Her heart began to choke and to deafen
her, beating so loud in her ears. Oh, if she could but get him away
before Robbie, with his rough clothes, his big beard, his air of
recklessness and vagabondism, should appear! She felt herself walking
before him to the door, involuntarily moving him on, indicating his
path. I think he was too deeply occupied with his own affairs to note
this; but yet he was aware of something repellent in her aspect and
tone. It was just like all women, he said to himself: to hear that a
poor man was to get a little comfort to himself with a second wife
roused up all their prejudices. He might have known.
It was time for Robbie’s train when she got her visitor away. She sat
down and listened to his footsteps retiring with a great relief. That
sound of the gate had been a mistake. How often, how often had it been a
mistake! She lingered now, sitting still, resting from the agitation
that had seized upon her till the minister’s steps died away upon the
road. And as soon as they were gone, listened, listened over again, with
her whole heart in her ears, for the others that now should come.
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