Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Reuben's amusement died like the breaking of a weapon in his hand. He
thought: _What do they know?_ He stood as tall as he could, waving the
green spear, and shouted at them: "I know you! Dirty dogs! Offal! I spit
on you!" He fought back a desire to rush out in pursuit of them, with
Ben's knife and the green spear.
That would be mad. They would understand his smallness, his singleness,
and close in, tear him apart, move on to the shelter where Ben lay
helpless and sleeping.... Reuben carried more wood to the other fire,
then forced himself to squat once more patiently on his heels, and keep
count of the pairs of eyes. Four. He could wait, too. How long?
Eternal hours. Like those that must have already passed since the wolves
came. Or had they been there forever?
Why, of course they had. The breed was immortal. They had never been far
from Deerfield. They owned the wilderness before ever Christians came to
it. They howled in Rome, when Reuben Cory was not. Meeting the green
ancient stare from the dark, Reuben felt his face stiffly smiling. He
thought: It's true, true--there was a time when I was not. Something new
began--something--the name of it I, Reuben Cory. Well, this I may have
known, but until now I did never believe it.... He shivered, and
although there was cool pleasure in it he drove away the consolation of
philosophy because anything that dimmed alertness was dangerous. He
could wait.
In a reasonable world, one slept for a part of each revolution of the
beautiful sun. Reuben thought back in search of the last time he had
slept--Springfield, before Jesse was found in the snow. Danger hid in
this reflection also, the danger of self-pity. He put an end to it: _I
will not sleep._
It came to him that if one is hungry enough, any creature not downright
poisonous is meat. Suppose, somehow----?
He could not go out against them, away from the fires. Either they would
rush him all four together, or they would run away--good meat lost. But
suppose, somehow, one of them might be tempted to come alone--say the
old gray bitch who had already tried a sneak approach. How?
Wisdom lurked in her, a cold flame behind a long gray face. Reuben
thought of her as their leader. He discovered that he hated her, in a
swelling ecstasy not extended to her slinking companions. The thought of
killing her, at first a random flicker like a further warning of
madness, became a purpose, a source of power, a wildness deserving a
better name than lunacy because of its very absurdity. For ten minutes
or perhaps an hour Reuben hovered apart from his mind and watched the
thought grow. A boy does not kill a grown wolf with a little stick.
And yet the point was sharp. The ash would bend like a bow but never
break. His hand and eye were true, true as Ben's.
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