England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century
He would rather not have gone down to The Haws that Christmastide, but
feared that his failure to do so might seem strange. The needful
prevarication cost him so many pangs that he came very near to
confessing the truth; he probably would have done so, had not his
mother been ailing, and, it seemed to him, little able to bear the
shock of such a disclosure. So the honest deception went on. Will was
supposed to be managing a London branch of the Applegarth business.
Great expenditure on advertising had to account for the smallness of
the dividend at first. No one less likely than the ladies at The Haws
to make trouble in such a matter. They had what sufficed to them, and
were content with it. Thinking over this in shame-faced solitude,
Warburton felt a glow of proud thankfulness that his mother and sister
were so unlike the vulgar average of mankind--that rapacious multitude,
whom nothing animates but a chance of gain, with whom nothing weighs
but a commercial argument. A new tenderness stirred within him, and
resolutely he stamped under foot the impulses of self-esteem, of
self-indulgence, which made his life hard to bear.
It was with a hard satisfaction that he returned to the shop, and found
all going on in the usual way, Allchin grinning a hearty welcome as he
weighed out sugar. Will's sister talked of the scents of her garden,
how they refreshed and inspirited her; to him, the odour of the
shop--new-roasted coffee predominated to-day--had its invigorating
effect; it meant money, and money meant life, the peaceful, fruitful
life of those dear to him. He scarcely gave himself time to eat dinner,
laid for him, as usual, by Mrs. Allchin, in the sitting-room behind the
shop; so eager was he to get on his apron, and return to profitable
labour.
At first, he had endured a good deal of physical fatigue. Standing for
so many hours a day wearied him much more than walking would have done,
and with bodily exhaustion came at times a lowness of spirits such as
he had never felt. His resource against this misery was conversation
with Allchin. In Allchin he had a henchman whose sturdy optimism and
gross common sense were of the utmost value. The brawny assistant,
having speedily found a lodger according to the agreement, saw himself
in clover, and determined that, if _he_ could help it, his fortunes
should never again suffer eclipse. He and his wife felt a reasonable
gratitude to the founder of their prosperity--whom, by the bye, they
invariably spoke of as "Mr. Jollyman"--and did their best to smooth for
him the unfamiliar path he was treading.
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